Another picture of my carbs 🥖
Yesterday I said that It felt like I was hit by a truck but it was so worthy it. Today I am feeling about 10x worse but it was still so worth it.
My whole body is so angry at me and my head is killing me.
About the head pain though, over the past few weeks I have noticed that pushing the second bone in my neck forward (I know I should not be messing with the alignment of my bones) makes the pain much less.
For example, I had 8-9/10 pain and pushed on the bone (this is how I discovered that it helps) and it went down to a 3/10.
Also, I have extreme pain when I look up, but pushing that bone forward makes me able to look all the way to the sky.
I don’t know why this is or if it could be connected to my pillow thing but that’s the latest with my head.
Tomorrow I need to register for my classes for next fall. This makes me so anxious because I remember how last fall sitting in class and having to be on time and ready for class everyday was so painful and difficult last fall. And I still have no clue what I want to study for am even interested in (all the careers that I was interested in/considering when I was younger are way out of the range of things that I would be able to do physically - time sitting up and energy). Major TMI - the past few days I have pretty much been living on Neocate, white bread, and cereal. If most people were to eat what I eat they would be constipated for all of eternity, but for me it has made me “normal” (or at least what I perceive as being normal for most people). IDK why I decided to share that, but there it is.