#hatemyself

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I don't understand my mind so if you're interested in listening then
DM I need to talk to someone. I m depressed and suicidal all the time and I can't get over someone, and I know I should. In the end I still want him though it's impossible. And I am being very clingy honestly. I am begging him to stay when he doesn't want me at all. Actually he doesn't care at all. I m obsessed. I feel motivated for sometime then I will again feel depressed. It's just a cycle that goes on and on.
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An eighth grader asked me out on Monday...don’t get me wrong he was really nice about it. I can’t return his feelings and said no. I didn’t mean to hurt his feelings but I also couldn’t lie and basically play with his feelings. It’s not ok but I didn’t know his name and I don’t think he knows mine , but that’s not what bothers me. What bothers me the most is why? why did he asked me out? Was it because he really knew me and cared? or Just some joke? And honestly I really don’t care if it was a joke but I do wanna know because I’m curious. But anyways even if a know why and knew him I still would’ve said no because I’m asexual. I know many people may not know what it means so I posted the definition. Many rumors spread but I ignored them because they’re not true.I haven’t had a chance to talk to him I mean many think it’s gonna be really awkward. But I don’t think it’s awkward I honestly think that we could become real good friends (or just be regular classmates). Just because someone asked you out or you ask someone out and got rejected doesn’t mean you can’t be really good friends. I think you can be really good friends because you or that person likes the way you are or appreciates you as a person. I think that’s what a lot of friendships need appreciation and acceptance of who you are. •







QOTD: Have you ever been asked out before ... you don’t have to answer this I just couldn’t think of another question.






#school #schoolsucks #tired #issues #asexual #stress #anxiety #weirdo #weeaboo #timeflies #oldmemories #exams #bored #englishsucks #hateschool #hatemyself #awkward #lame #sleepy #lazy #ineedsleep #hungry #eh #mood #sleepy #failed

Had one of the best nights yet at Mickey’s not so scary Halloween party with Jorild yesterday/today. From dressing up, going trick or treat (as you can see in the one of the pictures we did a good job, since the bag is only my candy 😅) watching the boo to you parade, the Hallowishes fireworks and the hocus pocus villain spectacular show! 😍
Yesterday also marked my 6 months as a working cast member, gosh the time goes by so quickly and soon I’ll be back home but until then I will make memories 💗

I FUCKING BINGED! 😡 I could beat the shit outta myself! 😭😭 765cals for dinner is TOO much! Someone help me feel better! #calories #anorexianervousa #anorexic #ana #proana #notproana #notproed #binge #bingeeating #idiot #fatass #hatemyself

boys are so gross I’m so happy I’m gay

Elle disait que tout allait bien.
Et la nuit de son suicide elle s'est dit que tout allait bien.
#mutilation #suicide #mort #selfharmmm #selfharm #ritzen #killme #depressed #hatemyself

Are you enjoying this? I hope your life is better now that I’m not in it

Imfinejustalittlesuicidal

Ive gained so much weight it’s really not good, my therapist says she thinks it’s just from my depression that I’m over eating but if it continues I may have a binge eating disorder, oh joy

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