I have absolutely no idea what is wrong with me these days. All of a sudden, I have a strong urge to cry. And i did, because I could not control the tears. Afterwards, I smiled and joked like nothing happened. But when no one watching, my chest tightens and my head hurts. I tried to stop it but the tears can't be controlled. I overthink every little thing. I think no one wants me around. I feel the lack of motivation to do anything. I'm tired. .
I'm tired. I'm tired. Tired. So so so tired. I want to say something but if anyone asks me, I say I'm alright. I think I deserve an Oscar, because I can fake my emotions so well. Ha ha ha ha ha ha.