twelve years ago today, i lost my #mom and my phone. yup. stolen, to be exact.
came back from the cemetery, left it on my laptop and went for a shower. came back out and it was missing.
the shower was in my room. meaning i had a toilet in my room. which also meant that i could have actually walked the fuck out of the toilet and catch that heartless person reaching out for my phone. but no, God did not want me to punch the fuck out of that person's face.
so, i lost it all just like that. our happier days, pictures of mummy and i, of the family. what could have been the only bittersweet memories i had left of her.
but who gives a fuck. i lost everything; she was my favourite person.
twelve years on, im standing here, stronger than ever with two of the most wonderful girls in the world. and an amazing husband who can make me look tall in pictures (swipe left!). and my heart is so full. #thankyouAllah
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