what's your crush initials? -
it was devastating, wasn't it? the loss of him, it made you disconsolate. this melancholic state that you're in right now, buried six feet under, and no one will hear your anemic screams. what happened to that buoyant self of yours, years ago, before you were here? before you met him? before all of these even happened? you were adamantine. you were hard to break, just like a diamond in the luster. until you met him. he was perfect, just like the protaganist from your favourite book. he was the one you always dreamed about. you ask yourself, what could go wrong, right? he loved you when you couldn't love yourself, and promised you that he'll never leave. everything was paradisiacal, heavenly, all you could ask for. it's been decades since you've felt this way. then it hits you ; perfect people don't exist, not at all. it was all in your head. the things he said he wouldn't do, he did them anyway. he found someone new, someone you'll never be able to be even if you gave it your all. even if you're willing to sacrifice that last piece of you for him, you'll never be able to hold a candle to her. promises were made to be broken, aren't they? and true enough, you lost your lover, to the arms of another.
(via @sighlectra on Instagram)