October 16, 2017, 10:41 PM EST. I've been out of work for quite some time now due to my MS and symptoms getting worse the past year and a half. I never had a job where I paid taxes so that kind of screwed me over. All the jobs I had I used to get paid in cash. I am paying for that now because I'm not able to get any type of social security benefits because they never paid taxes. So I'm currently looking for a job but it's just seems impossible to find one that's going to accommodate my condition. Thing is, if I'm on my feet for too long I get tired. If I sit for too long I get tired. If I walk for too much I get tired. I'm active too much I get tired. If I stress too much I get tired. I don't have the amount of energy as a normal person does. Enable to do many of the simple things a normal person does. And because of that it seems impossible for me to find a job. I've been searching for something I can do at home but I seem impossible to find that as well. I can't come across a job that I can do at home but doesn't require experience which I obviously don't have. So finding at home job seems impossible. Finding a job in the workplace seems impossible. Getting something for Social Security compensation or benefits seems impossible. I don't know what to do. I don't know who to ask for help. And I don't know where to go. What I do know is I will not lose hope and I will not give up. Although MS has been limiting me lately to what I can or cannot do, however I will not let it stop me. But if anyone reading this can recommend something for help for me I would really appreciate that. Maybe you know of a job I am able to do at the comfort of my own home with the comfort of my own schedule. Maybe somebody reading this has been through the same struggle I'm going through right now and can possibly tell me about their experience and I would gain knowledge through that and that will definitely help me. As of now, I do feel hopeless and depression is starting to get the best of me. I'm trying my best to stay positive but that seems to be very hard when nothing is working out.