Today was a hard day. I reacted to some news I heard in a way that made me realize that I have stuffed a lot of deep hurt feelings and resentment. As tears streamed down my cheeks and as I could hardly catch my breath, I felt, as if for the first time, the heartbreak of every person who has ever used me, taken advantage of me, abused me and didn’t appreciate me. It was as if someone tore the scab off every old deep wound without any warning.
I’m think sometimes I’m too sensitive for social media and all that comes with it. All I really want in life is to help others and make a difference in this world. I hope that what I share here helps someone out there. I appreciate all of you who have supported me over the years. Without you, I could never have hung in here this long. Every comment, message, & email from you encourages me to keep showing up here in this little square. It is a lot harder than I ever imagined but I’m forever grateful for the true connections I have made. I’m rambling I know ... I’m sorry. I feel like a shift is happening though and I hope you guys stay with me.🙏🏻 #grateful