Here comes the truth... Last Thursday the love of my life and father of my child came home and blind sided me with, "I'm not in love with you anymore and I'm moving out." To say that I'm devastated would be an understatement. ♡
Just a few weeks ago we had our sand in the toes of Mexico professing our love and desire to marry each other and now I am left with an ache in my heart that is paralyzing and takes my breathe away. I typically would wait awhile before making this news public but this is the raw truth and current state of my life.
Some more truth. I'm ok. I've been through heartbreak before and although my love for scotty is significantly deeper than anything I have experienced I trust in the universe blindly and know that I will be taken care of.
Sometimes in life we take detours without even realizing it, whether that be in a job, relationship etc. The universe will always redirect you back to where you need to be once the lesson has been learned.
I am surrendering.
Surrendering my dreams of growing old with him and raising our son as a family. Surrendering to the loss and grief that I feel and the fear that is in me. Surrendering to the truth that we aren't soul mates, and that we were brought together to bring my sweet zepplin into this world. I am strong and I am worthy of everything joyful in this life. Thank you universe for showing me the light, I know someday I will understand all of this. ♡ .
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