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Venus In Scorpio Retrograde
Whinings of an Adult Problem Child
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At my old stomping grounds w/the ‘phews — the playground of my elementary school, where I went to 4th & 5th grade. Also, the site of where my 10 yr. old nephew found a crayon & mimicked smoking a cigarette.
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WHATTHHHEF????!!!
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I asked asap. He said he never tried & not interested, but a 9-yr old classmate had. Huh???!!! Is that young or is it me? I was at least 12 when I tried... silk tips behind a church building. Back then, a devout Duranie, I heard Nick Rhodes smoked silk tips. Although, not the same brand we had. Ours was in a tacky floral pack, looking like a feminine hygiene product—my friend found somewhere. Totally trashy. I had 2 anyway.
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At 10 though, a model student at this school, I never thought 2 smoke, but was ok w/low-level racketeering — selling firecrackers 2 boys on the dl. A kid asked if I had them from Chinese New Year & that was the start. Perfectly, my grandparents had brought some over, but my parents didn’t think they were safe & put them in very high shelf (probably still there).
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2 get them, I woke at the crack of dawn & spider-girl-ed it 2 the cabinet. Word got out fast & the boys were all after me. The money was exciting 2. As a 5th grader, $5+ is wealth.
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Soon, busted, I was sent 2 the principal. He, the type that was a pal 2. He asked me 2 stop & I said, “Ok.” ___
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Then, he told me he wasn’t going 2 call my parents because fireworks are a part of my culture. (silent double take) My thought bubble reading, “Whew....but so is Chinese water torture; could I have done that instead?”
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Free from punishment, w/$7.50 in my pocket, my mob life over. Later, all the money was spent on a gift 4 my brother when he had his appendix removed. Admittedly, it was 2 outspend my older sister 2. What a brat. Age 10 & I had not a drag of innocence left.
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Per sognare non bisogna chiudere gli occhi, bisogna leggere... 🖤
#book#passionbook#classicigotici #vampirelove#lovedarkness#gothforever

My love for stickers is strong. Just received these lovely ones from my new friend @hello_kitska in Portland (looking forward to visiting one day soon) @kelly_pelka_art #kitska #gothforever #artist #stickers #slaps #portlandartist #artcool #unicorns #artcool #originalart #illustration #artdaily #streetart #portlandstreetart #artistsoninstagram #artlife #artinthestreets - look for them in Portland! 🎨⚡️🎨⚡️

this is who i am now. wearing my black wedding dress. #ijltp #morticiaaddams #gothforever⁣

going to a party where we are all wearing our wedding dresses. #howmanyspanx #gothbride #stillfits

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Fear not death,
For the soul is everlasting,
But rather a life lived in fear
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