He was sitting there beside me throwing doubles down
When he ordered up his third one he looked around
Then he looked at me
And said, "I do believe
I'll have one more."
He said, "I hate this bar and I hate to drink,
But on second thought, tonight I think, I hate everything." Then he opened up his billfold and threw a twenty down,
And a faded photograph fell out and hit the ground.
I picked it up,
He said, "thank you, bud."
I put it in his hand.
He said, "I probably oughta throw this one away
'cause she's the reason I feel this way.
I hate everything." I hate my job
And I hate my life
And if it weren't for my two kids
I'd hate my ex wife.
I know I should move on and try to start again,
But I just can't get over her leaving me for him.
Then he shook his head, looked down at his ring, said, "I hate everything." ●●●●●●
Seriously tho. No one drove me to hate. No one. But the hate I feel. Is intense. I fucking hate feeling this way. I fucking hate that I get crazy and hurt people I love- including myself. Im feeling it today. Thanks for showing me my way though. Thanks for embracing I'm crazy and holding me down- its what I need. If you can't handle this, you can't handle this. I can't get over some things internally. I can't get my head right, right at the moment. But I will. I'll be fine, on my own. Moments be moments. My own, on my own. As per fucking usual.. I hate everything.
Let me hate.
I'll be fine.
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