I was warned it wasn't easy, but I still took the challenge because I want something better for myself.
I've literally given up 7 billion times before this (not just in health an fitness) and all that did was get me further from the things that I dream of and closer to the things that I loathe...drama, drugs, negative people, bad situations, bad self esteem/self image, etc.
My health and fitness journey, just like anything else in my life that I've quit or distanced myself from, takes a ton of self control, positive changes, dedication and a deep reason WHY to continue. If I have to CRY to get through my workout like I did today, I DO IT, because I know I have something much more rewarding waiting for me on the other side of CONSISTENCY.
For me, it's about much more than my body image... Don't get me wrong, I got them #bootygoals too lol. But what I really want is the FEELING of being CONFIDENT in my own skin, the FEELING of living a HEALTHY and LOW STRESS life, and the FEELING of LOVE and COMPASSION from helping others free their souls and live in their own passion. 💞
If we haven't already, let's talk life and combacks, thats my favorite topic if you can't tell! 😁
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