I touched upon it briefly in my book, but during the month or two that I was possessed, this man and I became very connected and very addicted to each other. I told him, very intensely and very often, that he needed to open himself up to “it” and let “it” take him over, not knowing what “it” was, but knowing that “it” connected us.
He discovered what “it” was before I did, or maybe I just didn’t want to admit what was happening to himself.
He told me that “she” was inside him all along, and thanked me for opening him up to “her.” He started consciously fucking “her,” knowing what “she” was.
I started being able to discern the entity’s thoughts from my own as it told me that it wanted me to consciously submit. I was so broken that I nearly considered it, but I rejected it, then went on to receive an exorcism.
I cut contact with the man (he’s currently blocked on like 5 different platforms, and measures appropriate to the extremity of the situation were taken), and when other readers look at a picture of him, they don’t feel anything human about him anymore, just a shell for something intense, sucking, and sexual. If they don’t have proper boundaries they’re pulled in.
My friend heavily stressing to me that his choice to fully commit was not my fault really helped me. I feel responsible for pulling another human in, losing another human, and that’s one of the many things I live with. #shittyoccultcomics #goetia #demon #demons #goetic #possession #exorcism #exorcist #occult