Though my body is weary, my heart is restless, my mind is consumed and my soul is afire with angst.
Much has been stripped away from me by those who would decieve and betray in their efforts to control. From that I've learned to guard my heart. And as a result, I'm pushing through to the other side of what has proven to be the most difficult and yet most transformative five years of my life.
I've had to first hit rock bottom and, in that personal hell, stare blindly into a dark and silent void. But it is there that I also found the focus needed to reveal my vision. On that day, almost one year ago, the path to achieving my lifelong goal of financial independence was illuminated.
As I finally arrive here, it becomes clear that it is not for me that I've wanted this after all. I'm discovering instead that my real purpose is to serve and take care of others, most particularly those that I love: my daughter, my mother, my heart...
Although I may sometimes fail, I will never give up, even if what I truly want most for myself may never manifest.
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#dontholdon #letgo #Godwillguideyou
I pray God grant us all peace and love.