Two days gone now... And while what we're heading into is super-exciting & AWESOME... First, the grief & ambivalence about leaving must be felt.
This seems to be the nature of life now.
It's full feeling, on all ends of the scale.
Grief holds equal weight with joy. Disappointment with excitement. Heart breaking with heart swelling.
This is waking up.
Not where one dissolves into endless bliss, light & love... But where everything & anything is fully felt according to the rightness of the moment.
Nothing is avoided, or pushed away, or avoided, or repressed, or rejected... because it is negative or dark or unwanted.
No!!! ALL is welcome here.
ALL is the majesty of life.
All is... and is all.
So we take it slow... we remember & feel & mourn where we have been... Knowing full well that THIS allows us to open completely to what is to come.
Glenorchy, I love you & the people who call you home.
Titirangi... ah Titirangi... your time is coming...