I have made more mistakes than I can count. Mistakes I never intended to make. Never ever wanted to Make, but I did. . . For many years one after another began to take their toll. I health began to go downhill. My motivation and energy and lust for life just left. Everyday was a chore.
The only think I could do was run away. Being aware that I am an Empath would have helped me then - but I didn't know. I ran away because I need to recharge. That is the only think that could give me strength. Food didn't work. Family time would sometimes, but was often more trying than I could mange.
I always wondered how individuals could over come the lose of a loved one. We don't really overcome, we never forget, we never stop grieving. There are a lot of ways we lose touch with loved ones, some are more final than others. Each one proves how very strong the human innate love and joy are. Its what we are, what we thrive on. We can't function if we don't. Its instinct to survive. When that is taken from us, we contemplate death. That is extreme chemical breakdown within that requires medical attention to be fixed so one can heal and feel the abundant joys of life once again regardless of the loss or losses.
All things in this EARTHY life are JUST Experiences and nothing more. EXPERIENCES! We must let them pass through us and onto the next. That is our purpose here. There is no reason to get hung up on them. Many are beyond our abilities to truly understand, right now, let it go.
These words might sound cold or harsh upon first reading them. Meditate and Contemplate them NOW before you need them. The are Words of Wisdom. If you LOVE someone or something and they die - its not up to you. You did not lose their memory, love, joy. . . for a time, you may not get to love them the way YOU planned, but you CAN still love them! Open and and you will not feel Lose but LOVE!!!