Yesterday I came home and laid on my couch looked at all of my kids and smiled, My eldest son asked me what was I smiling about and my daughter said "Because mom just paid all of her bills early lol." I then sat up and told all of them that we are blessed more than they could ever imagine.. I told them never take anything or anyone in this life for granted and that no one owes us anything. My daughter then told me that she was proud of me and that followed with all of them co-signing and giving me a hug. Waking up this morning with realizing that my bills are no longer beating the crap out of me has me feeling real gangster right now.. TURN THOSE LIGHTS OFF ABD STOP RUNNING MY WATER!!! #carryon A #HoOkedOnOnyxx #Repost from @msblingmiami - READ THIS‼️‼️
Is this you? Well, this was definitely the old me! I used to get my ass beat by this big girl named rent, an abusive boyfriend named car payment, a disrespectful chic named overdraft fees and her baby daddy.....car insurance! I used to be a mess and so stressed out! I used to have to make a decision about who I wasn't going to pay so I can go on vacation! Did I mention I had to still look like a million bucks? Oh yeah, I used to be broke but baby....I sure looked rich! I got so used to the beat downs of bills covering up my bruises with a temporary fix called shopping that made it worse! Since I "looked so good" it attracted friends and family members to ask me for help! Could they borrow? Borrow what? Give what I didn't have? Chile please, I barley knew God and couldn't even give him my time much less give others money! God had it with me and got my attention! He broke me all the way down that I had to look up and recognize who was in control! I began to ask God to help me become a better steward of my money. My faith was full on which helped me find my passion 10 years ago and began working for myself. Thank God for allowing me to prove my faith and showing gratitude despite a lack luster situation. Thank God for restoration as I am 100 times better than I ever thought I'd be today. I say to you, prosperity is in you and it's for you. Even at your lowest have faith and give to others.