Picture 1, i began tinkering with and after a while, for what out says, the tinkering, like writing about it now, began to feel foolish. I felt rushed to greet thru it but stressed to calmed down because what was the point of... By Picture 2, i chose to tinker but it didn't last long before the selflessness of it all denominated my intellect and "nothing new" stripped away the interest in the effort. Clearly, my effort in tinkering and writing is to impress something/someone/myself on some level, and how is that original or unique? It's simply played out. By Picture 3, i was over it all, as i am trying to care to articulate about the experience. It's All Meaningless. Ecclesiastes... Written by someone who could say I've tried to do it all, think it all, find the meaning in all that i could consider and explore, and with all of my endless supplies and resources, my vast reach and wealth, i find no meaning in any of it. Human life is simply trying to make human life meaningful? I don't know. And he died, after saying serve the true God, and eat, drink, and be merry, unfulfilled and aware of it. So, IGNORANCE IS BLISS AND PROVERBS IS A FAR MORE FUN BOOK TO READ AND LIVE BY. But, that's been tried already and it's all vanity. Why do this then? There's no answer to pacify the truth which is, why not? It's meaningless but it's something to do with the time i have. And, i don't have Oreo cookies instead.
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