#GerardWaySpam (ignore this) people don't truly understand what it's like to hate yourself. They just say it to get compliments, you don't want fucking compliments you just want someone to fucking agree with you and say it. Some people don't know what it's like to be in darkness all the time, pretending there's some sort of theoretical light to make you "smile". What do the people do? They pretend they have darkness that they're stuck in to get attention and take the light from the ones that truly need it but won't speak up because they're too scared. I'm sick of it. I'm done pretending to be happy, getting fake compliments when I say something under my breath. And yes, I am scared of posting this, I hate having to try multiple magical pills and liquids to make me "better"or "normal". And those of you who are faking all of this please guck off because thousands of teens A C T U A L L Y need help to know that they're perfect. proof? Look at most of my followers! Trying to bring everyone up when they're dying inside. Still hiding on the Internet, not having an outlet to just let everything out.