These are the difference of work, torn hands, blocks of chalk, rolls of tape, late nights and 14 hour days. When ‘thickish’ became ‘stronger’. When tears became legwork and more plates on a barbell looked like rainbows. When DOMs became friend. When epsom baths became meditation. When food changed hands and became sustenance not a social engagement. This is the result of a lot of events missed, a lot of parties where I didn’t eat and share the cake. The result of a lot of relationships friendships being ignored except the one to myself, Luke and my #girlgang because others are too negative to serve me as I do them. Im an athlete. I’m not sorry for my relentless pursuit of strength, I’m not sorry for not replying or responding to your self depreciation whilst I’m training my mind and body or at all. I’m not sorry for missing your birthday or your kids because you couldn’t make it to a comp or pay any attention to how hard things might be for me. I’m not sorry. This sport is my passion it is what I live and breathe if you can’t make it to my swole- party and be better for yourself then you don’t make it. The internet is full of people with roundabout problems that turn on themselves like pages in a book again and again. Quit that job that doesn’t make you happy, stop talking to cunts and stop being sad about things you can change. Keep your negativity confined to you... don’t fuck with someone else’s chi. My life revolves around lifting where it’s all in or all out attitude and strong mind is everything. Get it or get gone. Hopefully empowers people to clear the negativity from their lives and know you’re not selfish, be better.
Thanks to @goranweightlifting @caityhan @luke.gazzola @asa_s83 @hartofsarah @sar_bearxo coaches Phil and Matt you’re my A- team love you and grateful for you everyday💚🏋🏻♀️💫💫 #teamgold #wolf #tough #gainednotgiven #thankfulforsuffering #choosingme #beingbetter