I just figured out that the last decent thing I drew was before 2009... and it was copy art. Just had a meltdown because I've been trying to draw something for the last few hours and everything ends up a god awful mess. Today was a discouraging day over all, and I'm about to go to bed and it's not even ten yet. Fuck everything.
In my head I'm trying to tell myself that yeah I'm not particularly great at art but I'm good at *insert blank*. It's kinda helping. But then it starts pulling up everything I'm bad at or anything that I thought I was great at and then a friend comes along and is AMAZING at compared to me.
I want to show my creativity and get these fucking images out of my head. I wish I could. I wish I could figure out me. What I'm great at. I'm just having a night. Sorry for the rant. #art #johnnythehomicidalmaniac #copyart #devi #pencilart #fucktonight #emobullshit #jhonenvasquez