Have been watching #onceuponatime and now I'm dying inside. #badidea #fucklove💔 #fuckheartbreak

Dear Life,
When I started off #running I just wanted to block him out of my mind even if it meant pushing harder to eventually destroy myself to bits.
But guess what? I am not going to take the easy way out... Time to go through hell and grow stronger MENTALLY #fuckheartbreak #runningismytheraphy #kolkatadiaries#growstronger #thankyou #gratitude #throwbackthursday #donotgogentleintothatgoodnight

Never be anyone's second choice or allow yourself to live on someone's backburner. #realtalk #knowyourworth #flyingsolo #fuckheartbreak #selflove #choosehappiness #neversettle

I have been at my lowest after last week, but all I can do is get back up and carry on #staystrong #keepfighting #riseaboveit #fuckheartbreak

A mind spill of messages that I currently am in need of hearing myself....
Strive to maintain composure and inner peace even when things crumble to pieces. ✨
You deserve to feel whole, loved, and fulfilled.
You are worthy of abundance in all aspects of your life.

You do not need to feel shameful for seeking out help.

You are capable of miraculous recovery, self growth, and ascension. 🌟
Chin up. Trust. You’ve got this.

A-FUCKING-MEN! 🙌🏻 This isn't GODS plan. Why would my God plan for me to suffer? Please explain to me how there is a reason for me to have 3 miscarriages? Do you know the reason?? Please tell me how I'm lucky I can get pregnant on my own, only to lose the baby every fucking time? Please give me a reason to EXPLODE! 1 in 4 pregnancies end in miscarriage. 1 in 5 women will have a miscarriage. 1 in 8 women will suffer from infertility. 1% of women will suffer more than 3 miscarriages. LUCKY ME! #fuckloss #fuckinfertility #fuckheartbreak #ttcaftermiscarriage #miscarriage #miscarriages #miscarriagesupport #ttcafterloss #ttccommunity #infertility #infertilitysucks #infertilityjourney #ttcjourney #miscarriagematters #multiplemiscarriages #ihadamiscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagejourney

This is a hard one: Early last summer Eric and I decided that we were where we needed to be to start trying for a family. Green lights were given by my doctor and we started trying. I got pregnant in October 2017 and miscarried at 7 weeks in November 2017. Miscarriages occur in a large amount of pregnancies usually the woman is unaware that they are even pregnant.. this was told to me over and over again by multiple doctors. We decided that in our grief we weren’t going to give up and started trying again. We got pregnant late December 2017. We miscarried January 31st 2018 - 6 weeks. Devastated, shocked, rocked to our cores we decided to stop doing ovulation calculators and just let whatever was to happen happen. Pregnancy test #3 was positive March 5th. On March 21st we lost baby #3 just shy of 6 weeks. The first one broke my heart, the second broke my body and this third one has shattered my soul. I’m not putting this out there for your sympathy’s I’m putting it out there because right now I need hope.. I hope that someone out there is like me .. the 1% of women who have been diagnosed with “reoccurring multiple miscarriages” . I thought I was a strong person but this is something that has made me a shell of my former self. This loss is like something I’ve never felt and I would never wish on anyone but please if you know someone who has gone through something like this let me know there is hope- Ive been referred to the specialist and will forever be classified as a “high risk pregnancy” but what is more earth shattering is the fact that I’m never going to have that excitement of being newly pregnant because the fear and paranoia will always take over as soon as that second pink line appears.
I’m going to attach a link here: please read this blog post before you comment because it greatly sums up what I’m feeling
https://www.xojane.com/sex/ihtm-after-having-three-miscarriages-im-pregnant-again #multiplemiscarriages #fuckloss #fuckheartbreak

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