I’d felt a bit disconnected from everything for a while, you know that feeling when you’re not quite sure what your purpose is, or what you want to do in life? I’ve created a real stigma for myself about having a job that’s got no purpose for anyone except money making, it disengages me at times and makes me feel like another cog in a factory... If the world crumbled and technology failed, 90% if our jobs and skills would become worthless and that scares me. It’s like a doomsday phobia or something, kind of silly but at the same time makes me determined to have a purpose and feel worthy instead of focusing on a path that leads to nowhere... 🚪. This morning I took a walk, nice and early whilst the floor was still coated in frost and the berries on the trees were glistening in the sunlight. I got myself a soy chai ☕️ latte and relaxed in the park whilst the rest of the world got out of bed and sorted out their morning routines. I watched dog walkers mindlessly walking connected to their phones, mothers ignoring their children play and I just thought to myself ‘that won’t be me’. Whilst I love being connected to you all on here, I also don’t want to end up a parent or person who looses themselves in technology. I want to breathe in the air and explore and experience the world around us or even loose myself in a good book 📚. Today I’m sorting out my media life, fixing my blog, amending my Instagram and making sure I don’t fall off the bridge again. It’s kind of funny how disconnected we can feel when we’re so connected in life, I’m sure I’m not alone in this and am feeling excited for the fresh, cool new future that comes with Autumn🍂.