The stress today has been hard on my body. My older sister decided to cause more drama but sharing some of our conversation in a group fb page with our extended family 2 days ago. Today she took screenshots of some if it & sent it to my hubby. For someone who wants to keep this just between us, she sure has a funny way of showing it. I had to write my own explanation of what's going on. I explained how my choices were made with the consultation of my counselor 4yrs ago, I gave everyone one last chance & They each proved they are incapable of changing & how toxic they are to my health. My sister is trying to take more people away from me.
I wish I was the only one experiencing this but sadly I know there are many spoonies who are in the same boat. It breaks my heart that you guys have experienced this heartache from your own family too. Its devastating when the hurt and toxicity is caused by our own family. We hope that we can seek Refuge in the arms of our loved ones but have discovered things have changed because we have an illness/disease. We we're under the impression that the love from our family is unconditional but suddenly there are conditions and terms. We are chastised for being sick and unable to be who we once were when we were healthy. It's almost like the healthy person we once were is dead and the sick person has replaced them.
To those who are in the same boat #SSAbandondedForBeingSick 🛶my heart goes out to you. You did Nothing wrong, it's not your fault you are sick. If you could be healthy you would but life doesn't work like that.
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