Philosophy ohhh pain me now. Before I go into grand shit about what I am feeling now ( next post and pls turn on notifications if you know how) . I am on a cusp of emergence. I am scared a bit or a lot. But it’s coming and I know it’s right. Meanwhile indulge my vulnerability ( there is SO much more important stuff to discuss but I give my little private self a go here, despite of it seeming irrelevant right this moment, I do want to remember when I felt the need to be validated by someone other than me)
Here it goes :
Can I find someone so adept in philosophy ( at this point I realize actual life expierence doesn’t matter in this instance, because there are so many philosophers ( Kunt, Schopenhauer, Nitsche to name the ones I am familiar with ) that arrived to the same perceptions and views on what IS, I am guessing by thinking and observing , AS I HAVE, but based purely on my life experiences and my ability to analyze such), that can allow me to speak for days until I am spent ( attentively and not bored and not taken aback that I need to talk it all out, all of it, heck it might be weeks - scary thought ) - all of it , until I am finally truly ready to listen to another person’s story ( theirs ) ?
I want to listen to another person’s story and figure out a way where we both get what we want out of our interaction. Kind of like Love should be, but isn’t ...
What would I want out of it ?
Finally to be acknowledged by someone that has value in my world view. Valued by someone, but myself. And here we circle back to being self sufficient is great, being that and having someone as self sufficient ( yes it’s mailable and changing quality and I am SO alright with it ) IS, well - good isn’t it? Born alone - die alone? Maybe not. Or maybe yes. We will see, shall we. The convinced self of me and of my manifested reality takes a break understanding not everything is in my control. .
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