I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for #theeuph ...
She came into my life when I literally was lying on my death bed. It was her that gave me a reason to wake up in the morning... There's no such thing as happenstance in this life.
I'm a firm believer in the universe's ultimate plan, whatever that may be. Every single moment of my life happened the way it was meant to be. Previous mistakes as I once viewed them, I no longer view as mistakes. I view them as growth and progress in a long line of perceived "mishaps, missteps, mistakes".
For years, going through the hardships, the heartache, the sheer agony, losing many of the people closest to my heart. The deaths of my mother, grandparents, and best friend within a matter of several years almost took me from the ones who currently love me. For years the severe pain, physical, psychological, spiritual, had nearly destroyed me and my will to live.
Spending years being unable to bring myself back to the surface, almost every day was a battle between life and death.
I had forgotten how to love and forgive myself. I had forgotten what it meant to be loved and how to love others. As silly as this might be, it wasn't until I began taking care of #theeuph, that I finally remembered what it meant to love. Not just her, and her ability to love unconditionally, but finally how to begin loving myself once again after so many years of pain.
Just remember whatever you might be going through, that you must, and i stress must not lose your ability to love yourself. Give yourself a break, and try to never talk down to yourself. Remember to keep the ones closest to you close and hold them dearly in your life. Never stop pushing forward, never stop fighting for your own life... Because you are worth it...! And #theeuph is rooting for you, so there ya go! 🐈✊💚