The people who want to be in your life will stay. The people who want to be in your life will be 100% commited to your happiness, and the commitment in general. The people meant to stay will flow in and out of your life but will always circle back. Life is the biggest gift, don't get wrapped up in thoughts. Some people don't like being alone, as in, spending time alone with or without a partner. It's impossible for some people. I challenge you to learn to be alone. It's liberating, centering, and grounding. You learn so much about yourself through your own quiet thoughts.