Sometimes life hands you lemons and you just have to roll with it. I’m not a platitudes kinda girl and some situations you can’t turn into lemonade.
I’ve been mostly absent from the internet these past couple of weeks working hard at something that required me to push past my physical and mental boundaries until I was at breaking point. I’ve been unable to keep food down because of pain and stress, which of course had a terrible effect on my energy, further compounding the problems. I can go very hard for short periods and I work hard in general but no one should operate from that place for long and I had to let go. Let go of future plans, let go of past promises and accept the situation for what it truly was.
I’m not big on blame, I think it’s wasted energy expecting other people to be someone else when they have shown you who they really are. All you can do is learn the lesson and get on with it.
That said, I’m taking a minute to lick my wounds, literal and metaphorical, and heal. I’ve hit a roadblock but there’s still plenty to be grateful for (like my Mum who is an actual legend and Peanut who always comes through with a cuddle).
Props if you made it this far, it’s one hell of a ramble. Forgive me if I’m slow to respond and a bit absent. I’ll shut down, reboot and power back up in no time. ❤️❤️❤️