"Mushrooms, growing in the deep forest. What do you hope to achieve?"
When was the last time you woke up and wished you'd had just one more drink the night before? I have never regretted not drinking. This has been a long time coming but I think I'm officially over alcohol. I'm tired of feeling like asshole. Lately I've been into micro dosing on mushrooms as a way to deal with anxiety and depression and I'm really digging the results I'm seeing from my experiences. Unlike my time spent drinking, my psychedelic experiences never leave me feeling like death or regret. Alcohol only brings out the worst in me, the depression that dwells deep within me. The only reason I've been drinking recently is because of my FOMO. I'm at a point in my life where I'm comfortable missing out. I'm not claiming to be sober, an alcoholic or in recovery. I think I've just out grown alcohol. I only want to ingest things that bring me closer to connecting with a higher power. Things that make me feel more in tune with the collected consciousness. I want to live for things greater than myself. I've made it a point to cut out prescriptions and drugs that leave me numb to life and experience so it's time I add alcohol to that list. There was a time in my life I needed alcohol to exist, I couldn't imagine socializing without it. I didn't drink to escape the world I drank to escape myself. I used to live to be forgotten because I had forgotten how to live. I don't have to nor do I want to live that way any more. I have courage. I have purpose. I have love for myself. Im saying Bye Felicia to alcohol. .