I have some Wednesday rambles for you. I'm not the biggest fitspo around. I can't run the fastest mile. I don't have the highest vertical jump. I'm not the most muscular. I don't have 39 competitions under my belt. I can't squat 500 pounds one armed while flexing my other one and simultaneously snorting a whole tub of BCAAs in a thong to sell others said BCAAs... Well I actually don't want to be able to do that...
What I can do is, try my best every day. Push myself to be better and do better. I can also acknowledge lack of progress, but focus on noticing improvements I've made. I am able move some serious weight for my size. I'm balancing a good amount. I getting back into the groove of going to the gym every day I'm scheduled to. I plan on becoming a personal trainer and maybe doing something with adventure therapy and I'm working towards that every day. I have a friend time, noon traditional, job that can be very time consuming. Yet, I'm also human. Some days I lack motivation too. Whether it be studying every day when I originally didn't plan to for a long time, not feeling like tracking my macros, or lack of motivation to go to the gym. However, I can acknowledge what I want and realize what I need to do to get there.
Beyond this though, fitness is a big part of my world, but it's not my entire world. There's so much more to me. I have a lot to offer. Not just in reference to fitness, but as a person as a whole. I honestly care less about being someone that just made a squat PR of 200 lbs and more about if I held the door open for the person behind me. So me personally, I realize I can't beat myself up for not being up "there" in this fitness industry. Wherever "there" is. Because a lot of this "fitspo" stuff is ridic and I've never been one to be drawn into the "cool kid syndrome". I want whoever is reading this, to realize that too. And maybe then we can really help improve this messed up industry. My hope is if I'm able to inspire/help others, I do it by being real. Not by feeding them crap. No one likes to be fed crap. Not figuritevly or literally 🙄.
Plus I'm forever digging my avocado socks 😍😍😍