I spent the weekend celebrating my baby girls 7th bday! They grow up way, way too fast.
Checking in after my workout today. I'm not gonna lie....this week has been tough, both mentally and physically. This prep has been my hardest so far. My energy tanked on me early last week and to be honest I questioned if I should even do it. I started the whole self doubt cycle of..." you aren't going to be ready....the bikini girls are coming so much smaller this year and you won't catch up in time....you have too much going on at home." Blah blah blah with an extra side of excuses. (Btw.... not calling myself large...so please don't misconstrue that😊). I was definitely in my head all week and this weekend. I don't want anyone to think this is glitter and unicorn fraps for me 24/7....I have my struggles as well. Sometimes I just have to put myself on blast so that I realize what I have. I have the privilege to compete amongst the top in the world; it comes with a price. I have to dig deep...no one will do that for me. I can...and I will.🙌🏼
Whatever it is that you think you can't do...let me tell you that you can. You have to keep going. Kick, scream, yell, cry, and fight your way out, but Don't you dare give up!!!!!!!!!