This is the day that will always be most difficult for me. More difficult than the day of his passing.
Because this is the day, one year ago...
I hugged him for the last time.
I kissed him for the last time.
I said goodbye to him for the last time.
This is the day he left home.
To be there for someone else.
Our night was interrupted.
Dinner was still on the stove.
I made him a cup of coffee while he was upstairs packing his bag.
We were used to this routine.
I keep this photo in a frame on my nightstand.
Our very last moment together.
Captured by our daughter.
One year ago, he left home.
One year ago the direction of our lives started to change...
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