Me & my #MamaBear (may she rip) planned to go see & meet Britney for my 30th 📆
We planned this a few years back, after I saw her for my 16th with my Big Sis (#BigMama (may she rip) was meant to see her with me, but couldn't with her MS playing up) yeah, we was like.... "If she's on tour when you're gonna be 30, we're there no matter what!"
I'm turning 30 on July 27th & Britney's on tour & my #BigBay (in English "Big Bay" means "Big Mama") ain't here to celebrate my Birthday or go see & meet Britney with me & if she was here & wasn't up to it with her MS, she'd make sure my Hubby or Big Sis or BFF would yeah 😔
#ThinkingOutLoud... I really do wanna go see & meet my #IdolBritney for my 30th it would be a dream come true but I know nobody apart from my #MotherDearest (may she rip) loves me enough to bend over backwards for me like I would for them 💔 but putting Britney a side... It's now the 1st of July 😳.... My Birthday's like days away & as I've just realised this, it's like I'm feeling really emotional & numb & really not looking forward to having this "Big Birthday" without you mom 💔!
I just hope the weather's gonna be nice #FingersCrosed 🤞 cause the only thing I wanna do on my Birthday is see you ❤️