Last night, I was so worried that I will fail my very last nursing exam, flunk out of nursing school on the last minute, and be in so much shock to figure life out after that. It took me time to realize that failing—or more appropriately, "learning by not passing"—is only one side of it. On the other hand, I can pass, not worry about anything else but preceptorship, and look forward to pinning.
Being internally in total panic, I sought help from God. I offered Him all my fears and worries, hugged him tight, reviewed a little, and just went to bed. I asked a few people to sincerely pray for me to pass this last exam.
This morning, I woke up at 04:00, and reviewed again. I still felt as if I knew nothing, and that everything I was reviewing left my brain as soon as I tried to shove it in. Nevertheless, I was calm, collected, and confident.
I got ready for school at 06:00. The sky was still dark and blue. I left the house a bit past 07:00. At 07:15, I reached St. Bonaventure Church (@stbonaventurehb). I went in, and saw the same monstrance that was there two nights ago—it was Adoration. I prayed for all my classmates and the lower-grade nursing students I mentor, and wished them God's grace and blessings. I headed to school right after.
I went up the stairs to my classroom, crucifix in hand, and took the exam.
When I got my score back, I saw that I just passed by 2 points. But then my score soared higher when I checked it again a few hours later. I was so surprised! I didn't know much but I did so well on the exam! It was seriously a Cupertino moment! Omg thank God!!! I'm so happy!!!
And to celebrate, here's my very first attempt of a sunrise using my Prismas! I'm finally seeing light once again! So close to finishing my initial nursing studies!! Praise Jesus!!!
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