I I I IM STAYIN ALIVE
Last night getup for a mates Studio 54 partay 🕺🏽
Could you imagine wearing this out in public on a normal Thursday?
It is something I want to stop and think about. What are people going say about me, think about me when i am at Woolworths getting some milk, or grabbing a coffee at yelo or having lunch in the city... I always feel insecure about what the fuck people are thinking inside their heads when they see me. I have always had this fear since I was little, I always felt “out of circle” everywhere I went. To walk into a bar, a party, a restaurant, a deli, and even school scares the living shit out of me. This is the exact feeling.... imagine walking through thick fog while only seeing 3 steps in front, the noise beyond the fog is cloudy and unclear, you feel that you are blind and want to turn back around to go back home, thats the feeling i get going into any place by myself.
People see me as confident, cocky, arrogant and whatever else, and I get it. But its not that way, I legit have to fight this inner demon to actually have a conversation with you, so i have learnt to jump out of my shell and put all of my effort into making a good first impression, it works 60% of the time everytime.
So this is my outfit from last night, this helps me to feel alive and fight the fog as i entered the party last night and all i can say is what a fucking dope night!
So no matter how you are feeling, there is always goodness at the end of your badness, keep fighting the fog and do whatever it takes to enjoy the party!
If you feel the same way sometimes then I would really like to know what you do to push yourself, comment or send me a DM 😊