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🇬🇧 One week 📆
The countdown has started ⏳
One week before I'm leaving the hospital 🎊
Getting the keys 🔑 of my apartment on the 2nd of August 🙊!
Can't wait to start this new chapter 📖 of my life 🕊
🔝 Yesterday's lunch during my leave ✌🏼
🔹Indian sandwich 🥖: marinated chicken 🐔, candied tomato 🍅, salad 🍃 & a delicious mayonnaise/curry dressing 😍
🔸Mango & pineapple 🍍 crumble 🍰
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🇫🇷 Une semaine 📆
Le compte à rebours est lancé ⏳
Une semaine avant de quitter l'hôpital 🎊
J'ai les clés 🔑 de mon appartement le 2 Août 🙊!
J'ai hâte de commencer ce nouveau chapitre 📖 de ma vie 🕊
🔝Le déjeuner d'hier pendant ma perm ✌🏼
🔹Sandwich Indien 🥖: poulet mariné 🐔, tomate confite 🍅, salade 🍃 & une délicieuse sauce mayonnaise/curry 😍
🔸Crumble 🍰 mangue & ananas 🍍
#anorexie #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anawarrior #anasoldier #beatanorexia #beated #boulimie #bulimia #borderline #ed #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfamily #foodisfuel #fightinged #healthynotskinny #lifeisworthit #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery #selfharm #togetherwecan #tca #troublealimentaire #weightrestored

Food number one for today was an English muffin topped with half of an avocado. I didn't have the hard boiled egg because I took a bite of Nathan's bagel 😱😭 I feel really really bad about eating this and the bite of bagel 😞 and I for some reason feel really bad about liking the bagel? I haven't really ever been a fan of bagels and they scare me so so sooo much so I'm scared to start like them 😔right now Nathan and Trevor and I are driving to a Mexican restaurant because they really want tacos. I really really don't know if I can eat a second meal today. I feel really really low. I'm starting to think that maybe I should go to treatment again because my mind is becoming more and more of a toxic and scary place. I'm worried that I might start physically hurting myself or attempting something else again 🙃
#edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #beated #2fab4ana #edfamily #fightinged #recovery #eattolive #anorexiafighter #bulimiafighter #edfree #foodisfuel #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #ED #EDsoldier #weightrestored

Aku sakit karena hanya kemungkinan kecil untuk dapat mewujudkan impianku, Tetapi Jika aku menghentikan impianku sekarang itu membuatku tambah sakit lagi. Jadi aku harus berusaha sekuat mungkin,walaupun usaha itu diatas kemampuan saya.
#fightinged 💪💪💪

Food is super hard right now so I'm pushing passed the thoughts saying that I can't have anything in my body and having this instead. Ended up crying over this too but what's new? 🤷🏻‍♀️🙄 I feel completely defeated. But a part of me is able to be proud of this at the same time. It's not the best but it's a step! I made golden milk today and if you aren't familiar, you can check out my story to see what I put in it! (Even though I'll tell you right here 😂) it had turmeric, black pepper, ginger, honey, unsweetened almond milk, nutmeg, vanilla, and cinnamon 🤤 I drank it hot tonight but it tastes good cold too!!! If you haven't tried it, it's super good and super good for you so give it a try!!!! Turmeric is really good for inflammation and the black pepper helps with absorption. There are a bunch of other benefits as well but I'm to tired to list them all 😂
#edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #beated #2fab4ana #edfamily #fightinged #recovery #eattolive #anorexiafighter #bulimiafighter #edfree #foodisfuel #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #ED #EDsoldier #weightrestored

Good morning lovelies☀️ I hope you had a lovely evening! I tried something new today and made over night oats! I found a recipe on Pinterest and thought I'd give it a try 💪🏼 there are a lot of things in here and I usually eat things that I'm used to and that are in my comfort zone 🚧 but I realized that if I wanna get better and if I wanna be able to eat more things out of my comfort zone then I have to challenge myself and be more creative with my food!
Here's what's in it:
3/4 cup of rolled oats
2 tablespoons of chia seeds
1/2 tsp of cinnamon
1 cup of plant based milk
1/2 cup of water
1 tsb of vanilla
Mashed one banana 🍌
2 tablespoons of PB
And then you can add agave or maple syrup for more sweetness!

#vegan#vegansofinstagram#veganfoodshare#veganfoodporn#recoveryispossible#recoveryisworthit#anorexìanervosarecovery#eatingdisorderrecovery#edfam#hclf#plantbasedfood#crueltyfree#weightrestored#eattolive#fightinged#selflove#foodisfuel#positiverecovery#edfree#veganeats#peanutbutter#epilepsy#mentalhealthawareness#oatmeal#overnightoats#raw#rawvegan#carbthefuckup#gofruityourself#banana

🇬🇧 Big & delicious 🤤 afternoon snack 🔝 at Starbucks 🗽 to celebrate some very good news 🎊
I'm super happy 🙊 to tell you that I have found my apartment 🏣 for the coming school year 👩🏻‍🏫
This means that I will live on my own ✌🏼 but it's not far so I will be able to go to my parents for the weekend 🙃
I have my school & I have my apartment 🤸🏻‍♀️, I'm so soooooo happy 🙌🏼
🔹Carrot Cake 🥕🍰 & strawberry Frappuccino 🍓🥛
🔸My favorite fragrance which is really relaxing 🙏🏼: Orange Blossom 🍊
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🇫🇷 Gros & délicieux 🤤 goûter 🔝 au Starbucks 🗽 pour célébrer une très très bonne nouvelle 🎊
Je suis super heureuse 🙊 de vous annoncer que j'ai trouvé mon appartement 🏣 pour l'année qui arrive 👩🏻‍🏫
Ça signifie que je vais vivre seule ✌🏼 mais ce n'est pas loin donc je pourrais retourner chez mes parents les weekends 🙃
J'ai mon école & j'ai mon appartement 🤸🏻‍♀️, je suis tellement teeeeeeellement heureuse 🙌🏼 🔹Carrot Cake 🥕🍰 & Frappuccino à la Fraise 🍓🥛
🔸Mon odeur préférée qui m'apaise énormément 🙏🏼: La Fleur d'Oranger 🍊 Acheté à Yves Rocher 🍀
#anorexie #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anawarrior #anasoldier #beatanorexia #beated #boulimie #bulimia #borderline #ed #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfamily #foodisfuel #fightinged #healthynotskinny #lifeisworthit #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery #selfharm #togetherwecan #tca #troublealimentaire #weightrestored

MOST RECENT

breakfast was as usual and lunch 🍴was a small portion of chips 🍟 and some baked beans. it was so yummy 😋 that i ate it all before i remembered about a photo! today was really good except half my friends weren't in 😫 which usually makes me really scared but i knew that it was stupid because there was lots of people for me to talk to 👍 i just got back from work and am currently preparing a dinner - fingers crossed 🤞 i don't forgot about a photo 😂

So shaky this morning!! skipped breakfast and I'm thinking about b/p on icecream🍦 Gonna try and burn 800 cals today too

huge huge huge #recoverywin... wasn't too hungry but was hellllaaaa craving a pb&j for over an hour so I made one!!!!!!! and I didnt purge bc as I ate a friend called me and we talked for 2+ hours, so she inadvertently helped me a lot. so high calorie!!! but I ate it. I have a huge fear of peanut butter honestly. and of sandwiches. I beat two fears in one today, even though my intake was already too high for my liking! this puts me at about 900 - 1000, thank god. I haven't went above that in a long time and I really need to get serious about getting better asap.-
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#anorexia #bulimia #anarecovery #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfighter #neda #fightinged #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #mentalhealth #realrecovery #ptsd #stopthestigma #recovering #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #recoverywin #fuckana #ana #bulimianervosa #fuckeds #depression #anxiety #eatittobeatit

Lunchhhh! Definitely didn't forget to post 😂

Should I purge this?? + the 🍉 My throat and stomach are killing me but i'm so tired LOL

Food number one for today was an English muffin topped with half of an avocado. I didn't have the hard boiled egg because I took a bite of Nathan's bagel 😱😭 I feel really really bad about eating this and the bite of bagel 😞 and I for some reason feel really bad about liking the bagel? I haven't really ever been a fan of bagels and they scare me so so sooo much so I'm scared to start like them 😔right now Nathan and Trevor and I are driving to a Mexican restaurant because they really want tacos. I really really don't know if I can eat a second meal today. I feel really really low. I'm starting to think that maybe I should go to treatment again because my mind is becoming more and more of a toxic and scary place. I'm worried that I might start physically hurting myself or attempting something else again 🙃
#edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #beated #2fab4ana #edfamily #fightinged #recovery #eattolive #anorexiafighter #bulimiafighter #edfree #foodisfuel #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #ED #EDsoldier #weightrestored

Gonna b/p on this and then go for a walk to hit 10k steps!! Also trying to convince my mom to take me to the gym tomorrow morning before family comes over yuk

7.21 Breakfast
今日はハード系のドイツパンを食べました😽ナッツとドライフルーツがゴロゴロ入ってて、パン自体もライ麦の独特な酸味と香りがしてとても美味しかった😻😻
#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexia#anxiety#edfighter#edwarrior#fooddiary#fightinged#everythingwillbeok#摂食障害#拒食症#拒食症克服中

First time I've ever seen, with my own two eyes, 'bulimia' written under my name. It feels so wrong. I know it's right...but I feel so far removed from it. Maybe this is the beginning of finally accepting it and healing
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#edrecovery #prorecovery #anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edwarrior #recovery #strongnotskinny #neda #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #adultswitheds #edarmy #edfam #eatingdisorder #fearfood #edfree #edfamily #edfighter #ednos #eatittobeatit #adultswithed #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #fightingED #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth

Pre-therapy setup. Feeling flat. I feel like this is going to be a very emotional therapy session. I have so many feelings just sitting under the surface pushing to escape and I'm resisting. Going to "just let it out and let it be" like Dr B told me this morning .
#edrecovery #prorecovery #anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edwarrior #recovery #strongnotskinny #neda #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #adultswitheds #edarmy #edfam #eatingdisorder #fearfood #edfree #edfamily #edfighter #ednos #eatittobeatit #adultswithed #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #fightingED #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth

500 follower challenge was a plate of pasta! With sauce! And cheese! Lots of fear foods and unknown cals 💪🏻 I didn't manage it all but that doesn't mean I've failed myself and I'm so proud of what I have achieved 💜 keep fighting #anorexia #bulimia #anarecovery #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #adultswitheds #eatingdisorder #socialanxiety #edfighter #neda #fightinged #depression #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #mentalhealth #anxiety #realrecovery #ptsd #stopthestigma #stigma #recovering #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #recoverywin #fuckana #ana #anorexianervosa #fuckanorexia

Wrap for lunch despite everything my head is telling me. Going to try really hard to sit with discomfort tonight after therapy. Discomfort with feelings, discomfort with food, discomfort with a changed routine, discomfort with what I've felt all day .
#edrecovery #prorecovery #anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edwarrior #recovery #strongnotskinny #neda #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #adultswitheds #edarmy #edfam #eatingdisorder #fearfood #edfree #edfamily #edfighter #ednos #eatittobeatit #adultswithed #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #fightingED #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth

cinnamon buns!!!!! ive had the worst fucking morning of all time!!!! and I didnt eat anything and I b/ped super bad yesterday, so right now im gonna have two of these little shits. -
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#anorexia #bulimia #anarecovery #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfighter #neda #fightinged #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #mentalhealth #realrecovery #ptsd #stopthestigma #recovering #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #recoverywin #fuckana #ana #bulimianervosa #fuckeds #depression #anxiety #eatittobeatit

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