I did a lot of thinking yesterday and today, whoch usuallhy usnt the best idea. But there was something my classmate told me on thursday that wouldnt leave me alone. People like me, but most are just not brave enough to talk to me because I am... I think, different fits it best... Also its hard for them to communicate with me because I just cant believe that people like me
So, I did this thinking, and I came to the conclusion, based on what he said, that I really need to start liking myself. Maybe people I love wont leave me then. I know, I shouldnt only like myself because its the only way others stay, but also because its not healthy. And I know that it will take time.
I'll go to a new school in september, so until then I need to learn to respect myself. I have nearly two and a half months, that has to be enough time to start reslecting myself. I want it. It isnt like it was before, that others told me to do so, but because I want it. I dont want to be the outsider, not again.
And the first thing I will do on the path to respect me, is stop hurting myself. I can do this, right?
But if you have any advices for me, please tell me.
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