You're not mine but you stimulate my mind. I went after you as if we had history although I know together we'll never be. Your heart is there and my heart is here. My heart belongs to no one but your is filled with tears. I think about you a lot. I just like that you make me feel. I'm demisexual so I know this connection is real. I can't fault you for going after who you love. I wish my love would have came after me. I cry every night thinking of what could it be? Me in the wrong or love not being strong enough to hold the weight of our egos? My heart is still broken yet I think of someone whose heart is also in shambles, a new love we could not handle. We released our bodies together, but that's about it. I know there is no magical love story for me. I might forever be alone. I want you to stay strong a self note that I have to take too often. Being a strong black woman means that I often stand alone. I want that rock that stands up for me, so I can rest my back from the world trampling on me. When they call me unworthy I ignore their mouths. When they spit on my name I continue writing in pen. They can never earse me. I'll stand alone while you go on to love, that rock that I rest on will be my own heart as it soon turns to stone.
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