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This is probably going to look weird to a lot of people, but some will understand. Last night I accidentally let my mind wander to that dark place that seems to have a permanent residence inside my head. But I meant what I said before - the last time that I went to the blade for relief was THE LAST. "No more" I said. Who am I to preach self help if I cannot live it? So this is the result. Just some paint and make up to partially represent how I was feeling inside. No blood. No scars. No pain, whether it be mine or the people I hold near and dear.
I threw in my headphones and actually listened to peaceful music. Not the pain hungry, soul eating, hate filled music I usually listen to, but a piano number called Spring Waltz. You should listen to it, its very good.
Anyway, as I hesitantly got to work on my mask (which actually isn't much of a mask at all sometimes) I felt relief. Validation. And somehow, peace; which came in an artificial, "candy coated" form whenever I tried turning to a blade for this sensation.
My point is not that you should paint your face into a stitched mouth, black tears, and sunken eyes; my point is that there are forms of relief that can fill the void. The void that you've tried time and time again to fill with pain and suffering (including those who care about you). It can be weird, it can be badass, it can lame, or it can be completely normal. As long as it brings you true peace, that's what you're looking for. πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

Look back at the stupidity of self harming my own body.. I'm glad only 3 out of..hundreds or scars remain. To remind me I am strong and no longer need validation from society. I am me..and I am beautifulπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜‹πŸ™…πŸ‘§πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’‹ #yourskinisnotpaper #selfharmawareness # scars #excutter

Two years clean from self harm today!!! #excutter #nomoreselfharm #twoyearanniversary #hooptillyoudrop #hooper

Cut off most of my hair. Lol Better than self mutilation.

#changes #excutter #hair #shorthair #cutitoff

"Scars"

She holds for dear life to the ends of the sleeves in her hands,
Covering up lies that she wrote with a razor sharp pen,
And the sting of the blade is no match for the pain
Of the loneliness she's going through,
But we've all been there too.
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Praise God we don't have to hide scars
They just strengthen our wounds, and they soften our hearts.
They remind us of where we have been, but not who we are
So praise God, praise God we don't have to hide scars
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You can still see the mark on his hand where there once was a ring
He watched decades of history dissolve when she wanted to leave
And the hole that it left there inside of his chest
Is a canyon a thousand miles deep
We all know how that feels.
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So praise God we don't have to hide scars
They just strengthen our wounds, and they soften our hearts.
They remind us of where we have been, but not who we are
So praise God, praise God we don't have to hide scars
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There once was a King who so burdened with grief
Walked into death so that we could find peace
He rose up with scars on his hands and his feet
By them we are healed, by them we are healed.
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So praise God we don't have to hide scars
Yeah we know His are covering ours
Praise God we don't have to hide scars
They just strengthen our wounds and they soften our hearts
They remind us of where we have been, but not who we are
So praise God, praise God
Oh His are covering ours
So Praise God we don't have to hide scars.
#thankYouJesus #theCross #excutter #selfharm #jonnnydiaz #scars #byHisstripes #MasterPhysician

I got a fortune cookie one time that said, turn your scars into stars, and it really hit home. #excutter #selfharm #raiseabove #tattoo #loveyourself #scars #stars #treeoflife #birds #tree #newage

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Cut off most of my hair. Lol Better than self mutilation.

#changes #excutter #hair #shorthair #cutitoff

Never be ashamed of your scars... They define who you are, where you have been and everything else in between... I spent half of my life trying to cover mine up and as much as I love my artwork and the journey it portrays, I also realize now that I was trying to cover up the very part of me that defines me the most!! The battleground upon which I have fought many a war... πŸ’₯πŸ’£πŸ’₯ A gallery of scars, a canvas of experience...🎨 A testament to my life, our lives...❀ Don't ever be ashamed of the scars life has left you with, wear them proudly and tell yourself, the wounds have healed, the pain has subsided, I have triumphed and live to tell the tale...πŸ‘ŠπŸ‘ŠπŸ‘Š Not everyone makes it through the dark days...🌚 But if you are reading this please know that
you are still here for a reason...❀ You are somebody's reason to smile...🌝 And if all else fails remember this...
You are fierce! You're a survivor!
You're a fighter through & through!!
Breath oh mighty brave one
There's a warrior inside of you!! πŸ’―πŸ‘ŠπŸ‘ŠπŸ’― #realtalk
Have the best day ever!!😚🌷🌷
Guru Boo xx

Drawings Tate Langdon ❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣
#tatelangdon #drawing #drawer #americanhorrorstory #tate #goth #emo #shades #wow #depression #depressed #excutter #weak #strong #pansexual #pridemonth

Drew a few smol charms on my arm. Kinda testing for future tattoos. Also; yay, I framed my fave scar
#tattoo #mascara #try #charms #black #ink #scar #cutting #excutter r #yay

Heute sind es 3 Wochen und 1 Tag.
Ohne meinen Freund wΓΌrde ich das nicht aushalten. Er gibt mir die Hoffnung die ich nicht mehr habe.
Trotzdem fΓΌhle ich mich hilflos. Es ist schwer fΓΌr mich, die Klinge ist wie ein guter Freund fΓΌr mich...Ich werde es trotzdem weiterhin versuchen. FΓΌr ihn.
#sad #hopefull #love #ritzen #selfharm #fucklife #fuckschool #hatemyself #ugly #justanothergirl #excutter #proud

Sorting on Betty boop tonight. Always a good time. My little mare is turning out to be pretty cool. #betty #aqha #quarterhorse #marepower #mare #peptoboonsmal #sorting #cows #excutter

There are moments in life where you just spend time not doing anything and in heavy thought....in those moments Every now and then my scars I have from cutting will be itching and more pronounced on my arms. It's important to remember where you started, and never forget how much you've overcome. At the same time remember your struggles, because by remembering you will never forget how much worse the pain and trial could be. There is always hope. #dailyreminder #excutter #itgetsbetterwithtime #anxiety #depression #suicide #hope #lifehacks #truth #realtalk

"Oh Mrs. Potato Head tell me, is it true that pain is beauty?"
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#depressingquotes #depressed #stupid #anxiety #stressed #helpme #excutter #fat #ugly #donewithlife

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