Marrying @lilingvb gave me the opportunity to become a better man.
She taught me how to love. First, my love for her was and is the first real love of my life. From that, the children brought a second type of love out of me. The three of them helped me@let go of selfishness. This family slowly taught me how to love myself. To start to see some of my value. Once that occurred, I began to love other people. I can't say that I truly loved a person platonically until a year ago and now I have friends, male and female that I love beyond explanation. One of which is now my family and I love her immensely. About a month ago, on the verge of a personal breakdown/breakthrough, I went on a guided meditation and spiritual journey which lead to a breakthrough. I was scared yet embarked on a painful yet enlightening experience. Now, I love life. Love is a very powerful thing. Life is truly amazing if you can allow yourself to experience and accept the wonder of it. I am letting go of anger, fear and resentment. I am giving and accepting joy, love and gratitude. I will continue to work towards mental and spiritual emancipation.....working towards 46 and 2. I don't consider myself a great man yet I know that I am a better man then I once was. I have much gratitude for my life and the loved ones in it. Honestly, just feeling tonight's cool air is joyful and allows me peace of mind. Goodnight and always know that you are valued and loved. #evolvedconsciousness #gratitude #peace #enlightenment #vision #exposed #family * Thank Odin I get Luke's haircut by @pin1926curl now. This pic is ridiculous!!!