My whole life i've always been different. I used to see auras, sense vibrations and felt like i saw the world through a different lense than most people. Then i was conditioned by schooling and being indoctrinated into a system that benefits from us following rules and knowing just enough about reality to work, consume, get married, have kids and not ask any questions.
I lived most of my teen years thinking life was about having nice things, cars, clothes, money and materialism. Growing up in a poor family was tough in that sense because even though i always felt special, i would hear rap music and how they glorify all these things. Needless to say it made me feel depressed because so much importance was put on money and materialistic shit that i obviously couldn't afford. But growing up like that and watching my mom struggle i told myself once i get my shit together i never want to struggle again. As the years passed i took so many L's losing my grandma to cancer, my grandpa, my uncle Patrick, friends dying in car accidents and most people around me using drugs to escape. But even through all the bullshit i knew in my Soul there had to be a reason for all the chaos and hard times my family/ friends endured. Fast forward to 2007 i remember learning about Edgar Cayce and getting some of my first books on Alchemy, mostly because i read Harry Potter and felt drawn to this world of magic and infinite possibilities. By 2013 i was making huge breakthroughs in my study and was lucky enough to meet 2 of the greatest people, one who introduced me to shamanism and the other was my girlfriend who i cared very deeply about and who opened my heart, helped me see things that were holding me back and helped me grow into a better person. And just when i thought i had it figured out life gave me more hard times to overcome. Fast forward to 2016-2017 and i'm still learning. I've been blessed to pass knowledge to my mom and help cure her headaches and fibromyalgia symptoms. Thru all the hard times i've learned what is truly important like family, friends, having a relationship with God. I can smile knowing theres no coincidences & everything happens for a reason.🌠💯