"Levi, it's bad again, i'm starting to resent everything i once loved about you. i used to admire and adore that you were stubborn, i used to admire that you wanted to change, i used to admire that you thought highly of yourself, i used to admire your quick humour and snide remarks; lately i've found myself thinking about you then and you now and what the difference is, and i can't seem to figure it out, but Levi, i have an idea about it. I've thought about possible reasons, and i can't seem to focus on any ones other than that you've stunted me from trying to change myself, then go out and do the same as i was yet expect me to sit back and bite my tongue. i will. i'll hold back every thought i have on the matter, but, Levi, hear me when i tell you that if this goes on, you will not have me for as long as you'd originally had hoped. i am a patient man, i'd like to think, but i am not ignorant, i am not blind, and i will not sit back and watch as you destroy everything we've built. If you think i will for any longer, go fuck yourself. Like i said, i once loved you and all your quirks, but you've started down a dark path that i don't think i can go into to help you, god i will try, but you don't seem to want me to, you seem to be running away from me and from our life together. okay, fine, go, but i will not always be here if you change your mind. despite what i like to think, i will break before you change your mind and i will never look twice at you again. goodbye, levi."
As every word unraveled, levi's heart dropped as did his face and his mood. The love of his life, no where in sight, and haven't heard from in too long wrote him this letter. this letter which explained it all. everything clicked. He put down the letter and walked to his room, picked up his phone and rang Eren, no answer. no ring. voicemail.
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