I take big fasts from social media because I make big self discoveries when I center my attention. -
I discovered something about myself that shattered big fucking beliefs...and I’ve been drinking “pink kooliad” for most of my life. -
Why was I so frustrated at my life??
Why am I only looking forward to Friday?? Why do I get hung up on regrets from the past?
What the fuck happened to my faith in ...anything???
I sniffed out the problem. Played the investigator in my life. My job. My relationships. My money. My purpose. -
I became bored. -
Yep. And I was in denial about it. -
I was completely unsatisfied in big areas of my life. I was scared to ask myself questions. Sweep it under the rug. Denial. -
Is my job making me feel like I have purpose?
Is Friday the only exciting day of the work week?
Why do I feel extremely paralyzed when I want to do something big, fearing my friends and family will banish me?? -
Fear numbed my dreams. And I became bored. -
Im put on this earth to be bored?? -
Wake up. Go to work. Bust my ass. Be in denial about politics in the systems at a job. Complain most of the day. Only be excited about the money and days off🤔🤔
This is supposed to be so called “purpose?” Adventure? -
Look around you. Who is plugged in and a zombie? Work. Shit. Shower. Complain. Eat. Yawn. Get to Friday. Rinse and repeat. -
Who is on the adventure? Who trusts their inner voice and makes big decisions that turn fucking gears and slap fears into making life feel full. -
Pay attention when you get bored.
Most people don’t even know it’s happening...it’s the pink kooliad. -
Call to action: Sniff out your root problems. Don’t patch the problem.