#empty

MOST RECENT

It's getting too bad but who cares? Think I'm gonna cut.. but I'm not sure if I should do it right now bcz if my parents catch me they'll be furious. There's no escape is there? Why's everybody lying that it gets better? It doesn't it gets worse, second by second. I'm hearing my voice inside my head all the time saying: I wanna die/die. Repeatedly. It's unbearable. I guess I deserve these. And I guess I'm gonna get in much more pain till I get the decision to die. From the one hand I don't want to die because I want to live, but from the other hand I wanna die so much, because I can't stand it. What do you do in this case? I had so many ambitions and dreams and I was so happy and confident and now it's all fcking gone with no apparent reason. I hate me, I hate me so much, I hate life, I hate me breathing, Please somebody just kill me, I'm not strong enough to live but I'm not strong enough to die... this is so messed up. Life's not even for me, but death isn't as well. Ugh I'm so confused! It's getting really bad.. -
#anxiety #worthless #depression #empty #damage #meaningless #helpme #whatamidoinghere #exit #lost #cry #death #lonely #broken #suicide #mindharm #nervous #struggling
#fullmind #scared #fakesmile #fine

Now.... I’m sure there was something here before!? #wheredidmyfurniturego

You never know what someone is truly like
Or what they might be hiding.

Hate is the thing that keeps me going. It keeps my heart pumping though my body. Ppl may say I'm mean and stuff but eh what ever idc 😂
#anime #blackbutler #cielphantomhive #quotes #emo #depressed #lost #empty

Senpai ended up noticing meee
We talked a bit last night and I'm happyy.
But he didn't really acknowledge me at church today oof oh well.

Hi, it’s time for #springprojecpan update 2! 4 more items finished, total 8 out of 16 items.
1. #loreal ture match lumi foundation—creamy natural;✅
2. #nyxcosmetics angel veil primer(squeezed it to a jar so I can easily use it and see how much left);
3. #maybelline fit me concealer—20 (almost done);
4. #flowerbeauty cream blush in peach blossom (almost done);
5. #tarte tarteist pro glow—shape;
6. #lagirl Pro concealer in peach corrector;✅
7. #wetnwild Photo focus powder in warm light;✅
8. #tarte Amazonian clay 12-hour blush in paaaarty ( repressed it and see pan again);
9. #thebalm Marry-Lou manizer mini (I mix it with setting spray and apply it before foundation couple times, so I can use it up easier);✅
10. #loreal Brow stylist definer in Brunette;
11. #colourpop Gel liner—call me ;✅
12. #urbandecay 24/7 glide on eye liner in Rockstar ;✅
13. #essence Lipliner in Honey Berry;
14. #ibycosmetics Lipliner in Lovely;
15. #purcosmetics Lip lure in Graceful;✅
16. #rimmellondon Eyebrow pencil in Dark Brown.✅ #hitpan #useitup #usewhatyouhave #empty #makeupempties #projectpanning #projectpan #projecpanner #projectpancommunity #minimalism

#Empty 😈😈

Me on a daily basis. Honestly used to have so many friends and talk to people now I’m just there, like the tag along. -
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#hate #depression #suicide #cuts #sad #empty #cry #alone #svv #ritzen #selfhate #suicidal #ana #depressed #quotes #mentalhealth #anxiety #mentalillness #tired #struggles #selfharm #hate #pain

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