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MOST RECENT

The usual Sunday lunch 🏠 has become a SUNDAY #DINNER after POOL DAY 🙌🏻🌊☀️ So MEATBALLS 🍘 tomatoes sauce 🍅 pasta anyone? 😍🍝 Guilt is def not invited and trying to enjoy this day until the very end 👊🏻 I've so many GOALS to show you guys 😱💣🔜 (post after this one) #foodlove #foodblog #foodheaven #pastaporn #foodcreation #italianfood #edrecovery#eatingdisorder#edsoldier#prorecovery#inspiration#realrecovery#newstart#edcommunity#edfree#growstronger #anawho#recovery#positive#recoveryispossible#keepfighting#selfcare#prorecovery#survivor#youcandothis#strongnotskinny

Dinner was two chicken legs, some of the bread I made today and roasted vegetable Couscous. Sorry, I couldn’t help it, I had to remove the chicken skin! It’s in my head that it’s the most fatty and oily bit of the leg, so I couldn’t have eaten this unless I removed it and dabbed my chicken dry.. I know that’s obsessive but knowing that it touched oil and being able to eat it is still a huge win for me! My plate doesn’t look normal unless it’s 95% salad.. but that’s because it’s all I’ve eaten for the last few years 😂 it’s hard to break the habit of a lifetime. I got a tan today down the beach! I’m over the moon! I hope everyone had a good day. Work again tomorrow, so I have to be up at 6:30 😞 It will be worth it when I’m a doctor! 👩🏼‍⚕️ Love you all, pip 🍎 #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexic

Heaven. Closing this weekend the best way possible. Blessing all around ☀️

I hate my body and the part of my body I hate the most is my stomach. I've always wanted a flat stomach and it's always been something I've never managed to achieve. No matter how many sit ups I do or how much weight I have lost I've always felt like I have too much fat and I hate it. But I'm getting to a point where I am learning to accept my body. Losing more weight isn't going to make me like my stomach any more, it's not going to make me any happier and it's not going to give me the flat stomach I so desperately crave. So after years of keeping it hidden because I'm ashamed of it, in the garden today I sunbathed with it on show. The only person that would have seen me would be my neighbour but the fact I had it visible outside my own home is a huge thing for me. Maybe one day I will feel comfortable enough to have it on show in public but for now this is a big improvement ☺️☀️hope everyone's had a fabulous weekend 💕#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #ed #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #edrecovery #recoverywarrior #ana #anawho #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery #eatittobeatit #nourishtoflourish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #edwontwin #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #prorecovery #realrecovery #healthynotskinny #strongnotskinny #nevergiveup

Ugly pictures but here was today's afternoon and night Snack!
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3 weetabix with 200ml low fat milk. Chocolate pb2 (with added @sweetfreedomuk choc shot 😋) and honey almond butter
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2 crumpets with 25g Jim Jams hazelnut spread !
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Have a lovely evening everybody !!
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Schafmilch Joghurt Vanille. Ich hab jetzt keinen großen Unterschied zu normalem Joghurt geschmeckt muss ich gestehen. Das hab es letztens als #snack 😌 das einzige was ich gut daran gefunden hab, war das es mit 5% Fett sehr gut cremig war!
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So jetzt ist die Woche fast um und ich muss zugeben, ich war echt nur unproduktiv haha. Ansonsten werde ich heute nur noch ein bisschen aufräumen und entweder mit dem nächsten Buch beginnen oder weiter PLL sehen 🤔

By choosing to fight your eating disorder you choose to fight for your life! Today I booked/paid off my tickets for Walt Disney World 39 DAYS and counting! This trip would not be possible without recovery. My parents literally point blank told me if I continue to slip/lose weight we’ll have to cancel as my health is top priority. I was so hesitant to buy them today as they can’t be refunded if we cancel and they’re not cheap! But then I reminded myself I can choose to fight for this trip and that’s what I’m going to do. Disney means the world to me and it makes me incredibly happy so I’m going to fight each and everyday to make sure I’m healthy to not only go on this trip but every other trip in my future and that is a future which does not include anorexia. After talking with Mum she give me her blessing to go ahead and buy them with the promise that I won’t ever stop fighting and that’s a promise I intend to keep!

sunday late shift how I love it 🤗 break a short time ago with this yummyy things 👌 #fulfil bars are just my favorite #proteinbars next to combatcrunch 😍

Hey ihr🤗, heute kommen mal die 20 Fakten über mich, da ich netterweise von @_icecreamfighter_ dazu getaggt wurde💕😊
1. Ich heiße Yasmin🙋🏽‍♀️
2. Und bin 16 Jahre alt🤓
3. Ich gehe auf ein Gymnasium🏫
4. Regulär würde ich im September in die 11. Klasse kommen, wegen meines Klinikaufenthalts musste ich aber wiederholen und komme somit in die 10. Klasse🤗
5. Meine Lieblingsfächer sind Biologie und Englisch🤓🌱
6. Nach der Schule würde ich gerne Psychologie studieren, aber abgesehen davon habe ich noch keine Ahnung was ich machen will🤷🏽‍♀️
7. Ich habe einen Bruder, der 5 Jahre älter als ich ist🙆🏽‍♀️🙆🏽‍♂️
8. Ich bin eine eher introvertierte, schüchterne und sensible Person, außerdem kann ich mich Personen nicht so gut öffnen🙇🏽‍♀️
9. Wenn ich aber mit jemandem zusammen bin, den ich richtig gut kenne und mag, kann ich auch das Gegenteil☝🏼 werden😂💕
10. Ich bin Vegetarierin, weil ich die Massentierhaltung nicht unterstützen will😊 (Deswegen will ich später mal vegan🌱 leben)
11. Ich habe ein großes ❤️ für Tiere
12. Deswegen habe ich zwei Hunde🐶
13. Und eine Reitbeteiligung🐴 (die ihr oben auf dem Bild seht😊
14. Ich reite seit ungefähr 7 Jahren💕
15. Und bin gerne draußen in der Natur🍃
16. Ich bin ein Sommermensch☀️ und hab die Jahreszeit viel lieber als den Winter🤗
17. Ich bin sehr stur, wenn ich mir etwas in den Kopf setze, dann will ich das auch so durchziehen🤷🏽‍♀️
18. Ich habe mal 5 Jahre lang Klavier🎹 gespielt
19. Und 3 Jahre lang Blockflöte🤗
20. Ich würde gerne viele Sportarten und Dinge wie zum Beispiel Yoga, Tanzen, Singen, Turnen...🧘🏽‍♀️🏊🏼‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️ ausprobieren, nur leider habe ich neben der Schule nicht die Zeit dazu😅😑
Fühlt euch einfach alle getaggt😄💕 Einen schönen Abend euch noch!❤️

My banana omelette pancakes were not as tasty this morning because the bananas were not ripe, yet. However, it still tasted pretty good, it just lacked that strong flavor of banana. 🍌 I used Cashew butter to top it off! Yes, the cashew butter has added sugar, but who cares?! 🤷🏻‍♀️ I also made some homemade strawberry chia jam. I really wanted to make raspberry jam, but raspberries are so expensive right now! 💰I also had a little fruit salad on my plate which consisted of papaya, cantaloupe 🍈, grapes 🍇, and cherries 🍒. I did sleep in a bit today because my mom and I did not get home until like 3:30 last night from babysitting. Well, I hope you all have a great day! 💓

Tatee💛
Okay lasciate stare il mio IPhone che sembra più grande di me🤣
Indovinate un po’ chi ha preso una barretta a un orario non decente ma se ne è completamente fregata? Si! Proprio così!😌❤️💪🏼 Avevo famissima... Mi sono ascoltata💁🏻‍♀️🧡e l’ho presa senza pensare alle conseguenze, perché è così che si fa!💪🏼🌈Bisogna imparare a dire chissene frega, anziché continuare a privarsi❌di tutto! Altrimenti si sta male!🙅🏻‍♀️E visto che io non voglio❌❌assolutamente stare di nuovo male, ho ascoltato ciò che e ciò che il mio stomaco, il mio CORPO voleva❤️Perché è sbagliato ascoltare la testa ragazze... ❌🗣Quando io ho ascoltato la testa e non il mio corpo sono finita male, quindi quello che sto imparando a fare è: ascoltare il mio corpo e seguire le mie esigenze❤️🌈🌸 #food #foodblogger #foodrecovery #ana#anoressia #recoverywin #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #dispercezione#ed#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdissorder #anorexic #anorexicrecovery#edwarrior #edsurvivor #edsoldier #happy #ednosrecovery #ednos#disordinialimentari #fightingana

what a brew-tiful day☕️
what are you up to today?

Heyyy ❤️😊
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This is going to be today’s evening snack! Aka my favourite bowl full of everything we have 😁 A banana, vanilla yogurt, weetabix, mixed strawberries and pecan nut butter - becase fats are also an important part of our diet! 😊 Plus it’s super yummy, and something that tasty can’t hurt you! 😁 Update: I’ve also decided to add a toasted slice of bread with rhubarb jam, so take that Ana, carbs are life 😋
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Despite not posting much, today was great! I had an anazing lunch which was cooked by me & my bf (gf pasta with bolognese sauce 🤤) then we went out and bought a frozen yogurt for an afternoon snack and before dinner, I went on a short walk with my puppy 😊 How was your weekend? 😊💕

SUPPER: chicken, salad (with dressing) and Mediterranean cous cous.
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Still eating picnic left overs!! Luckily they are finished now so I can eat something different!! I used to eat the same thing everyday but now having had this three meals in a row I’m so over it and want something else!! Now that’s progress!!! -
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Lunch was a big ol bowl of homemade chilli 🤷🏻‍♀️💪🏻 it was rough considering Ma wouldn’t add any veg, all meat and beans, but I did most of it! It was a lot, stomache pains and such are going away!! I think I’m healing but if my digestion would hurry up that would be nice... I look preggo from all this food 😰😭😂 #ed #edrecovery #ednos #prorecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #anorexic #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #prorecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfamily #gains #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #homecooking #healthyeating #nourishtoflourish #eatittobeatit #yum #recovery #recoveryisworthit #chilli #foodporn

Good evening everyone! ❤

I am getting obsessed with this vegan cookie dough inspired by @tonisrecovery from where I first got the recipe (changed it up a bit, oops). So big kudos to you. You brought the best dinner food idea to me, thank you! 🙏🏼💕 _________________________________________

Have a nice evening guys and remember to stay strong. You all got this! Good night. 💪🏼❤

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