#ednos

MOST RECENT

Dinner is sautéed chicken, broccoli florets and noodles! 😋🍜🥦🐓 so senior night was awful 😢 there’s only three other senior girls and they all color coordinated and hung out without me after and it just sucked :( on top of that we were the only ones to lose our game and my partner basically blamed it all on me 😡 I’m just so upset rn and tired of not fitting in everywhere I go. It’s a team and it’s like I’m not even a part of it and my senior night didn’t even happen 😐 have a lovely evening angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

Breakfast today is cheddar grits with toasted coconut superfood chocolate! 😋🍫🧀🌽🥥 senior night is tonight 👏 my parents are coming and a few of my friends are supposed to as well :) I’m starting to get a bit nervous about not being weighed in a while and I just feel super unsure of myself 🤔 I want to just completely let my ed go but I feel like it might start to sneak back in if I do... have a lovely day angels!! #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

i took two laxatives today, one worked immediately, and i hope they help with the bloating and grossness.
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#mentaldisorder #mentalhealth #depression #depressed #suicide #anxiety #selfhate #selfharm #anorexia #bulimia #ednos #osfed #ana #mia

Me and my sister split a strawberry, tangerine, and honeydew flavored snow cone! So yummy and such a big win!! (Shit photos but trust me it looks really good irl)
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#anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #ednos #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ednosrecovery #edrecovery #edstruggles #bulimic #anorexic #edwarrior #recovery #staystrong

It always comes back round and bites you in the ass 🙄😷 #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #osfed #recoverywarrior

I’m out for dinner, the soup is 69 cal salad is probs 86 bread is 61 cal total cal 216 😬

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❣So true❣
Anyways, hey again guys ☺ I hate looking at my body and seeing how fat I am 😭 Today I binged on a TON of pizza... I feel so fat 😭😭 My mother even talked about how fat I will get if I keep this going. If only she knew I've been purging it all... Regardless, I am starting a 3 day fast by tomorrow... Wish me luck 😉
#ana #mia #anorexia #bulimia #ednos #ihatemyself #imsofat #neverskinny #ihatemybody #bodydismorphicdisorder #bipolar #depressed #razorplease

❣Not me❣
Ahh, if only this were me 😭 Anyways, for this account, I will be checking my weight tomorrow... I have been over 200 lbs at just 5 ft 4 in... But I've lost about 20 lbs in 1 month with eating less food, skipping meals and excersise. I hope I'm not over 187 lbs... But remember, you can do this ☺ And so will I.
#ana #anorexia #mia #bulimia #hatemybody #ednos #bodydismorphia #imafatty #fat #obese #ugly #iwishiwerethinner #ihatemyself #eatingdisorder

~dinner~
Pineapple fried rice!
I used to be BAD about calorie coutning. One could say I was obsessed with reading labels and keeping track of calories. I have no idea how many calories in this and...i care a little bit but not as much as I used to so yay! this is a massive bowl so I'm probably only going to eat half.
The weather is so nice here so obviously I'm rocking the sunglasses. Even indoors lol. But of course it's gonna start raining by the weekend 💀
#ednos #ednosrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #prorecovery #yayfood #anamia #anorexiarecovery

I went out and bought my night snack from 7 Eleven tonight. Every time I go I use some type of coupon, so I used a La Colombe coupon and picked the mocha flavor and grabbed Hershey’s Snack Mix to tag along with it. This snack was pretty good, although there are other refrigerated coffees that are cheaper that I enjoy more. But at least I had my snack 🤷🏼‍♀️ #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #snack

Sleepy af 😂 but I missed drag race so I have to watch it

I am in treatment with antidepressants again, I hope that intervening with neurotransmitters makes me more stable, the bad mood consumes me and makes me have a distorted perspective of reality... why am I so fucked up? 🥀

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