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For starters, THANK YOU ALL for your most kind, warm, beautiful #birthday wishes‼️🙈🎉❤️ I have never felt so truly loved and cared about. I created @storyofkorey in order to help others, expecting nothing in return, yet each and everyday I'm met with so much positivity and admiration ✨ I cannot express how much it means to me - you've all helped make me a better person 😄
Two years in a row I have had my birthday in hospital, however each admission has a very different feel about them! Last year, my 19th, was the most miserable day I could have asked for 👎🏻 I was a highly functional anorexic stuck on bed rest on the medical ward of the Austin - being poked and prodded 💉 pumped with fluids and practically force fed which was the last thing in the world I wanted 🍽❌ I resisted everything and therefore had no trust, no privacy and no control over myself whatsoever. I was at the stage where all I wanted to do was give up. I was begging everyone to just "let me die". I felt I deserved a slow and painful death where I'd slowly begin to desintergrate bit by bit, until one day I would totally obliterate myself and relieve the world from the nuisance which was my existence 🙏🏻 But everyone resisting this idea of mine made the day full of constant heartache and tears 😭💔
Now, my 20th, I can stand next to my hospital bed and sit when I feel like it, also being free to roam the outside world as I like 🌏🍃 I have respect and privileges from the nurses as I've proven myself to be in a well enough mental state to look after myself. I am not held here against my will but rather am a voluntary patient who seeks to better her way of life. I'm no longer out for self-sabotage and death. I'm taking action to improve my health for my own personal gain, not the happiness of others. Last year I was merely surviving, this year I'm living! As my psych said to me, I'm hoping this next decade will be a good one. One of learning, healing, change, love, progress and success 💪🏻❤️

Buongiorno raggi di sole ☀️!
Non sapete che fatica in questi giorni ma soprattutto che stanchezza!
Martedì ho fatto la festa a sorpresa per mia cugina e abbiamo fatto serata 🎉🎉, le ho regalato alla fine una maglietta e un cappello di Boy e vari trucchi di Sephora 💄💅🏻.
Mercoledì ho avuto il dentista, che mi ha messo l'apparecchio sotto e sono stata sveglio tutta la notte senza chiudere un attimo occhio 🙄 ed ho dormito il giorno seguente 😪.
Oggi mio fratello ha l'orale a scuola alle 17, prego perché vada bene dato che ha appena finito la tesina 😑.
Domani invece vado a Serravalle per prendere alcuni regali per dei parenti che andiamo a trovare. Mio padre ha detto di prendere i modelli che vanno di moda tra Gucci, Burberry, Lv e altri. Qualche consiglio ? 😅
Volevo farmi una notizia anche! Il 4 Luglio parto per l'Asia, starò lì una ventina di giorni, quindi sarò un po' occupata con i preparativi perché abbiamo molte cose da portare, andremo in Cina e visiteremo ShangHai, HangZhou e altre città, questa volta non solo con papà, ma anche con i miei fratelli.
Sono un po' triste perché mia madre dovrà rimanere qui da sola, ma non ha altra scelta dato che ora ha due negozi senza dipendenti 😞.
Quando tornerò sarà già Agosto e andremo al mare 😍.
Mi sono già iscritta alla nuova scuola, vicino a casa, non vedo l'ora di ricominciare e FINIRE.
Perché come alcuni sapranno, non ho mai finito un anno di scuola superiore a causa di questa malattia.
E parlando di questo, il post di ig stories, è una serie TV che uscirà su Netflix e che parla della storia di una ragazza (Lily Collins) e dei suoi problemi alimentari (che lei ha anche avuto in passato).
E niente, buona giornata, fatemi sapere come state ragazze 💕! Vi voglio bene ✨.

Night snack is a frozen @tacomacheesecake double chocolate cheesecake on a stick and a whole box of @ferrerorocherca !😋🍫🌰🌴🍬🎂🍰🍮🍦🍨🍭 everyone who follows my account knows I eat a lot of goodies 🙌 that said this cheesecake is still a massive #fearfood for me 💪 it's so so so high calorie and super rich and creamy and has that buttery crust 👏 I'm fighting urges to restrict very hard tonight 👊 I don't have work tomorrow so I'm meeting with my therapist and starting my weekend :) also hopefully Ana will finally let me sleep in 😴sweet dreams angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #fearfoodfriday #recoverywin

I have so much anxiety right now and I don't know what to do with myself. Besides the fact that my room looks like a tornado just hit, I keep making list after list after list after list of all the things I need to do. And then I rewrite the lists becuase of compulsions. I really think doing some sxcersise or yoga could help me to release the anxiety but I'm so tired and I'm not sure I have the energy to get up and do anything other then write my lists.
I feel exteimly bloated and exceptionally anxious. #struggling#anoreixa #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #edfamily #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #mentalillness #anarecovery #anorexic #support #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edwarrior #edfight #edfam #foodisfeul #bodypositivity #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #edwarrior #fearfood #anorexiarecovery

Despite sweating as hell since it's over 30°C, I had Risotto (and a side salad) for lunch😋 I really really need a prom dress for next week... does anyone know a good online shop where I can buy a nice but not expensive dress, shipping fast to Europe and perferably for free? 😅😅

Best Recovery Challenges are done with mumie... and at McDonalds 😂💘
Had my first meal there after nearly 2 years on Tuesday when we drove to ikea to buy some new things for my room 🏩
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What are your plans for the weekend, guys? I have nothing planned already but anyways I am looking forward because it has been a hard week with 2 tests in school 😌
Wish you a good Friday 😙

It's ICE CREAM time 😍
This Friday's #challenge was two scoops of #icecream with my What's App girls 💪🏼 I love hazelnut so I chose it and not another flavor with less calories. No, no #ana I eat what I crave for 😌
Have a great start in the weekend ❤️ And sorry for the messy hair 🤔

Good evening!🦁🌟 Oha😱 Es war bei uns am Mittag so extrem heiß, dass ich auf einmal voll die Kreislauf Probleme bekommen hab📉😓 Zuerst wurde mir schlecht, dann wurde mir vor lauter Bauchkrämpfen ganz schwindelig und ich schaffte es nicht mal mehr in mein Bett😅. Also haute ich mich schleunigst auf dem harten, steinigen Badezimmerboden hin, bevor ich das Bewusstsein verlor, und konnte mich nicht mehr bewegen!😨😵😷 Ohne Scheiß, ich hatte voll die Schmerzen😅. Als ich da auf dem kalten Boden in Unterhose verkrüppelt lag dachte ich mir nur so: WTF!?! Soll das jetzt mein Ende sein? ERNSTHAFT!?! Verschwitzt, in Unterwäsche auf dem Badezimmerboden?😅😅😅 Haha...ja😁 Nach ca. 30 Minuten (als ich hörte, wie mein Bruder rein kam) raffte ich mich mit aller Kraft schnell auf und huschte wie ein halb verwestes Stück Elend in mein Zimmer😂 Ich schwörs euch, das war echt nicht normal! Ich hab dann meine Mama angerufen, die sofort von der Arbeit heim kam, und dann aber gings so langsam wieder besser... jetzt grad lieg ich zwar immer noch im Bett, weil mein Kreislauf am A*** ist, aber ich denke, ein ,,paar" Haferflöckchen würden mir helfen😂 ein ,,paar viele" Haferflöckchen😁. Ihr wisst eh, wie das dann bei mir immer endet👌🙈 Hoffen wir, dass meine Zimmer Temperatur bei 30°c bleibt😅... SONST STERBE ICH! Nachmittags scheint bei mir nämlich abnormal Hardcore-mäßig die Sonne rein!😥😤 TRINKT GENUG UND KIPPT MIR NICHT UM!!!😅💪💪💪
Have a nice evening!🌹🍃



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Breakfast is a toasted ham and cheese sandwich.. it's going to be very hard to not restrict after last night but I need to remind myself that my body needs food and deserves it! 😅
I hope you're all having a lovely day, stay strong ❤️

This is the scale I rendered unusable and gave to my Renfrew dietician sometime between res1 & res2. I've had a couple scales since then but this one was a big deal to give up; this one was the one I kept hidden for when access to other scales was taken away. //// I was scrolling through my feed and saw @bingeonit 's post mentioning that she has not weighed herself in 16 years. I cannot imagine that freedom but it's something I badly desire and am trying to figure out how to achieve. //// I can't seem to just give up the number despite the reassurances that my clothes will let me know what my weight is doing. //// I've gone two weeks now not weighing myself on the weekends or in the evenings, my next goal is to stop weighing myself after workouts, and eventually only every other morning. //// a girl can dream right?

Trying to take a picture with my dog..
My first post on this account..
Struggled with anorexia since high school, made this account separate to my personal one mainly for support and advice
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Today's workout👆. I'm usually the type of person that sits down and plans a workout but then lazys out(that's not always the case but you get me)...so i find that doing random little workouts through out the day to be so effective in enhancing my mood and back when i used to do that a year ago i had a healthier body weight🙏. ( i also had an 8min yoga session).
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What's everyone's feelings about the new movie trailer for "to the bone" ? ✨ I personally really hope they don't romanticise the illness and keep it true to the reality ☁️ but I have a feeling they will portray it so it is seen as "quirky" or "cute" when it's not 🙃

Nana icecream 💕. With cereal on top after the picture was taken. I feel so full😭. I got my nails done today so that's good🙂#anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #beatana #fuckyouana #2fab4ana #edwarrior #edfighter #edsurvivor #foodisfuel #recoveryisworthit #strongnotskinny #balancednotclean #edcommunity #edfam #edarmy #edfamily

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I'll never forget that day. The day it was finally made clear my life wasn't mine any longer. I drove to drop my sister off somewhere. I hadn't eaten that day, I was really weak. I went to get a milkshake and I got the large!! I was so proud of myself! Then I drank it and went to the library. While there, in public, I purged in the restrooms. I then went to Dairy Queen where I got ice cream and guess what? I purged that too. On some back road in my car into some cup. I was miserable. The horror of this day was inconceivable. My hair was falling out, I was weak, life was failing me, I was failing life. On tough day I remembered this. I remember that I will NEVER go back to being that girl. The girl who was overwhelmed by her ED. I will overcome. WE will overcome! 💕💕*note: this was a month or so ago not today! 😊*

Dinner is chicken cordon bleu, with cranberry juice and a salad that has buttermilk dressing, Boston lettuce, raspberries, green onion and slivered almonds🌿🌸

Oh Brene Brown, you get me (and humans more generally) 😘 Do yourself a solid and read her books, they are available in hardcopy andddd audio 🙌

Inside shot of that s'mores @flapjacked mighty muffin!! Forgot how much I loved these and the smores flavor is 💣
PS... don't forget to enter my giveaway a post back! I will be picking a winner on Sunday!

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Happiest of Colorado chilly Fridays! (also: PCOS acne is such a lil shit)

Was just bragging a couple days ago to my mom (the only human who will listen to my dermatology rants) about how great my face has been looking.

"No PCOS acne! None at all! I'm cured! I think I turned the corner!"

Lolz. No. Like a vanity come-to-Jesus, up pop two in a day. And if any of y'all have this PCOS acne shit, it's so painful. Like two bumps just chillin on my chin - no way to relieve it. Nothing to do.

Take the good with the bad, I suppose. It's probably a sign. I don't have periods - never have. A side effect of PCOS. I go months/years without them. And typically, when I get acne like this - it's a sign I gotta take the meds to have one (as begrudging as that is).

I got a mountain on my face right now - but on another note, I'm eating well. Eating soundly. Ate 3 pieces of pizza last night, drank a beer. Felt that glimmer of "oh yeah. I love being healthy in mind. I like recovery. I can live."

Met for coffee with a girl who follows my blog (ps new blog post in my bio about gaining back weight!) and we had this frank convo about recovery. Why do it?

"So you can live your life," I said at some point. "So your whole life isn't just one big preoccupation with yourself."

A small reminder to me as I said it - sometimes I have to pep talk myself.

Sending love to all of you who are runnin' around with your own PCOS shiz - your own recovery in the wings 💛🏔🍕

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Dinner after a good day at the gym with my mom is a little over half a HUGE white sweet potato 🥔 zoodles 🥒 tilapia 🐟 and broccoli! I tried really hard but only managed about 3/4 of the tilapia..had to save room to finish my sweet potato!! (Priorities when you are feeling full) 😂 also sipping on a protein shake👊🏽 So today at the gym, an older man came up to me and said "you are very tiny" so i replied with "i know" and politely smiled. Then he proceeded to say "that is a good thing. Being very tiny is a good thing". Like why? Why is being tiny any better than being a bit heavier or curvier? And no. Being this tiny is NOT healthy for me therefore it is not a good thing. A random comment from some old man will not interfere with my recovery 😌#edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #recovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #happyandhealthy #healthy #healthynotskinny #gainingweightiscool #balancenotclean #healthymindandbody #bodypositive #recoveryisworthit

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