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Night snack is a #pintparty of Private Selection Caramel Hazelnut Fudge Truffle ice cream! 😋🍫🍦🍨🍪🌰 this is chocolate ganache ice cream with caramel ribbons and caramel,hazelnut and fudge truffles mixed in 🙌 omg it's so scary and high cal but this flavor is amazing 😍 like no joke I'm in love and it's the weirdest combo of being scared to eat but also loving it so much 💪 so you better believe your girl is going after the whole thing 👊 also having this with the beautiful @restoringwithlara and @recipetorecover and @mandellaponaya them some love :) my second day of real recovery was hard but I'm trying not to think about it too much 👏I'm gonna get some sleep before school tomorrow 😴sweet dreams angels!! Xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #fearfood #recoverywin

I am NOT my weight 💪🏻💕 Your lowest weight is NOT a trophy 🏆 It doesn't make you special or better or worse than anyone else. You are no more accomplished, strong-willed or "sick& #34; than anyone else because of it. It doesn't make you delicate or dainty or precious in any way 🍃 Regardless of the number, you were sick. Very sick. Eating disorders kill and don't discriminate in relation to a person's weight. They affect people of all ages, cultures, races, sexes, religions and body types 👧🏼👳🏾👩🏻👵🏻 #Flashback to the left where yes I was at my lowest weight, admitted as an inpatient in a psychiatric unit, but was I happy at this weight? Did I feel it gave me greater worth than someone of a higher weight? NO. And I never would, because the truth is that people with eating disorders are never satisfied with their weight 🙅🏻 And they will continue to obsess about the number on the scale until they become so sick they disappear from existence......UNLESS they can learn where their true value lies ✨ Realise that their sickness isn't what's valuable about them and isn't the only means by which to be loved and taken care of 💗 This isn't easy because for so long they have measured their worth in their appearance and that ghastly number on the scale ⚖️ but it isn't impossible. In fact there are more people out there who have gone through their own body dissatisfaction than you know, and have been able to find strength in who they REALLY are and fight against their ill thoughts 👊🏻 So who are you really? Well you are NOT your appearance. You are NOT how skinny, or tanned, or muscular, or curvy you are. You are NOT how much you've eaten or how many times you skipped a meal. You are NOT other people's opinions of you. You are NOT your weight 💕💫🙌🏻

Buona sera ragazze mie 🎀.
Come state cuccioline bellissime ? Come avete passato questa splendida giornata di sole 🌼 ?
Io bene 🐭. Sono stata davvero, davvero bene.
Dopo pranzo 🍜 sono uscita con la mia sorellina 👧🏻, mia cugina e un'amica 👭 che non vedevo da almeno 3 anni a causa dei miei problemi ⚔️.
Sono stata davvero male, nessuna delle mie "amiche& #34; mi aveva mai sostenuta, lei era rimasta l'unica àncora per me. Non mi scriveva📝 sempre ma mi scriveva, l'unica .
L'ho vista. Abbracciata.
"Stai bene, stai meglio."
Stavo davvero per mettermi a piangere.. perché quando mi dicono così lo interpreto come un
"Sei ingrassata."
Ma questa volta no, so che le persone dicono così perché non sanno. Non sanno che questo che per loro è un complimento, per noi è una paranoia.
Loro lo fanno in buona fede 🤚 e per questo ho razionalizzato e sono tornata in me ✊🏻.
Abbiamo fatto 15'000 passi almeno 🙇🏻‍♀️, poi una merenda dolce dolce 🍬 e tante chiacchiere 🗣.
Ero davvero agitata all'inizio perché erano anni che non la vedevo ma mi rendo conto che alla fine la relazione tra noi non è mai cambiata, un'amicizia , una promessa 🔐. Amicizia infatti significa sopportarsi e supportarsi, non vedersi ogni giorno.
Sono ancora elettrizzata ⚡️, erano settimane che non passavo una giornata così: meravigliosa 🌈.
Cena semplice, in famiglia, io, mamma, papà, mia sorella, mio fratello, i miei nonni 👧🏻👦🏻👨🏻👩🏻👴🏻👵🏻. Adoro.
La scelta giusta, ho fatto la scelta migliore.
Comunque sono fiera di un'altra cosa.
Cosa?
Avete visto la nuova bio ? Ho tolto la scritta del mio peso, dell'altezza , del mio BMI, insomma, le mie misure.
Perché ? Perché oramai quello non conta, io non sono un numero , che sia quello della bilancia o quello di scuola.
Sono felice e questo mi basta.
Ora smetto di parlare (annoiarvi 😂) e vi auguro una buona notte 🌒, raccontatemi qualcosa voi 🌸.
[ ps. Adoro questa emoji > 🦍 ]

Part of snack tonight was a Cadburys CARAMEL DOUGHNUT(!!!)😱😍 Yes anorexia, a doughnut cos why the hell not? 😉 This was scary especially as it's filled with caramel too! 😁 But my brother offered me one and let's face it, doughnuts are too good to refuse!👍 Guys I just want to say a massive thank you to EACH and EVERY single one of you! Like 10K I still can't believe it! 🙈 Like how do I deserve this, I don't know? 😂 Honestly I genuinely can't thank you all enough! Every single comment and kind message of support really does means a lot! ☺ Not only do they help remind me of why I'm doing this no matter how hard the going gets! They also never fail to cheer me up and put a smile on my face too! 😊 Please never forget that I BELIEVE in each and every single one of YOU and LOVE YOU ALL so much too! 😘 Goodnight folks, I hope you all have a great evening and sleep well! 💕 #recovery #foodisfuel #foodporn #instafood #nofilter #nutrition #eat #edrecovery #staystrong #edfamily #food #anorexiarecovery #strongnotskinny #edfighter #ana #anorexia #anawho #ed #vsco #healthy #yummy #delicious #chocolate #balancednotclean #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #prorecovery #anarecovery #ednos #happy

Breakfast 💫 Petit déjeuner simple pour démarrer la journée ! Quoi de prévu pour vous ? Un magnifique soleil est prévu Ca va faire du bien ! Bonne journée ❤️ * #petitdej #fitfood #healthybreakfast #breakfast #mangermieux #anorexie
#igers #tbc #edfamily #foodporn #tartine #peanutbutter #confiture

Again a pintparty today with save our swirled 🍦🎀 sadly this flavour isn't available anymore, so this pint was in my freezer for some months already and today I allowed myself to ate one (now I have 2 pints of this flavour left) 🙈🍨 Good night & thank you for your wishes yesterday 😇💖@benandjerrys_offiziell #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #realrecovery #ed #edfamily #edsoldier #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #ana #anorexie #beatana #fight #fightforahappylife #nightsnack #nicecream #icecream #benandjerrys #benundjerrys #pintparty #yesiatethewholepint #sos #saveourswirled #limitededition #marshmallow #raspberry #blackberry #chocolate #swirls #chunks

I pulled the NG out last night and to be totally honest I did it to ligature with it but I didn't get that far before staff intervened. I'm struggling so much and I hate it.
Today marks three years since we moved to Wales and my little goddaughter turns 3-it makes me sad to think I've spent nearly all of that time in hospital.
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Lunch was at byrons and I had sweet potato fries and a bean burger 😋 had a lovely time with my friends 💕 Can't wait to start uni and feel like I have some direction again in life. Atm I just feel like I'm floating through various stages. Also idk what I'm going to do in China for 3 months. I'm obviously very grateful and lucky to be going. But all my friends there (a very limited number 😂) are all studying a lot throughout summer since they do medicine combined with the Chinese education system= mountains of work. Of course I'll see them from time to time but yeah I think I need to plan out ways to occupy myself because if I have too much time on my hands I'm worried I'll have more time to overthink and then be self destructive but I need to deal with that. But I think for the most part I'm just going to explore ✨ Have to call ucas as well by the end of this week about accommodation since I've been putting it off for way too long. Anyway my little self obsessed rant is now over 😝

Teacake for afternoon snack aw yis

So this morning, as I was getting ready for work I discovered my favourite pair of trousers wouldn't zip up🙁so naturally I had a hissy fit and had to change my outfit🙁my whole morning at work sucked, I felt heavy and bloated and horrible and vowed to eat healthy all day😭finished work at 4:15 and went straight to Tesco - what did I buy? Half price Ben and Jerry's😍😍😍typical me😂so yeah after having such a horrendous body image day I'm gonna push myself to go to the gym later in the hopes it'll make me feel better👍🏼 #edrecovery #edfamily #recovery #healthynotskinny

Recovery is a constant decision, and although it may seem like the obvious choice, it's definitely not easy. Everyone struggles, everyone's path is different, and where one aspect of recovery may be easy for one person, it may be the most difficult for another. This past week I have been sliding backwards, heavily restricting, weighing and body checking constantly, and denying to myself that anything truly wrong was happening. I can physically feel myself getting smaller, and even though ED is super thrilled, I know it will only get worse. I haven't felt hungry today, I haven't had an appetite, and it would be easy to not eat, furthering weight loss and digging myself deeper into ED again, but I am choosing to eat anyway. I am choosing to savor the taste of food and how it feels in my tummy in hopes it will ignite my hunger for food and my hunger for recovery again. I can do this. I am strong and I 100000% deserve to be healthy and happy. ~
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My perfect early #vegan #dinner 🌱🙊. A huge fruit salad. 2 green apples 🍏, 2 oranges 🍊, 2 kiwis 🥝, 3 bananas 🍌, pomegranate seeds, raspberries, almonds, cashews, walnuts, cocoa beans, chia seeds, cinnamon, 200 gr soy prune yogurt and 1 tbsp of pb .

An old lady from Austria showed me how to make these so I gave it a first try and they came out really well! Does anyone know what these are called? I got up extra early to make this for my current hosts, hope they like it!
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In case you haven't noticed I'm currently traveling 🏜🏖🛩 escaping the cold European winter and all... I really needed this. Also I noticed that whenever I break out of my routine at home it becomes much easier to push my ED thoughts and habits to the back of my mind. ✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣✣
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Lunch: pesto and houmous bagel with Alpro yog and banana soreen 🍌
This morning (between breakfast and lunch) I ate substantially more than I had planned to. A previous version of myself would've compensated by restricting or skipping lunch. Instead I chose to break the cycle and eat my lunch (pictured) anyway despite the fact I had 'used up my lunch calories' . I planned to not post about it because I felt (and still feel) ashamed, but all I did was eat- that's not something to be ashamed of. I'm not going to deny that I feel incredibly guilty but that's okay because I'm trying. I need to stop attaching worth to my intake and I think lots of you probably need to do the same too. Eating more than my meal plan doesn't make me a bad person, it doesn't make anyone a bad person !! It's okay !!
I'm off to study for a few more hours before ballet; I'm excited to train but am dreading wearing a leotard and tights whilst my body image is already shocking due to gaining quite a bit recently :) ugh

...because cancelled lessons in the morning literally call for a good breakfast 😛💗! I don't know about you but we only have 8 days of school left until the two-week-break and I'm SO excited ohmygod. I'm really really looking forward to seeing some special party people again (you know 😏😏) and just enjoying holidays way more than I could the last years. Recently, many things get easier, while some other things get a lot harder.
But I think that's okay, I'll just give myself some time and I hope you can, too!💕

🇬🇧 I stopped at the bakery 🍞 between pottery 👩🏻‍🎨 & physiotherapist 👨🏻‍⚕️ to buy this DELICIOUS 🤤 afternoon snack 🔝
It's called "Shiver& #34; 🙊: lemon mousse 🍋 & red fruit purée 🍓🍒 on a crunchy 💥 coconut 🌴 biscuit 👌🏼
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🇫🇷 Je me suis arrêtée à la boulangerie 🍞 entre la poterie 👩🏻‍🎨 & le kiné 👨🏻‍⚕️ pour m'acheter ce DÉLICIEUX 🤤 goûter 🔝
Ça s'appelle "Frisson& #34; 🙊: mousse au citron 🍋 & purée de fruits rouges 🍓🍒 sur un biscuit croustillant 💥 à la coco 🌴👌🏼
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Dzień dobry! 😘 Zdjęcie trochę takie trochę bez sensu, ale co tam 😂. Chce trochę opowiedzieć co i jak u mnie 😄 Zwiększyłam kcal, jem trochę więcej. Jest trudno, ale wiem ze robie dobrze i tak staram sie myśleć, mając wyrzuty. Tylko problemem największym moim jest, ze jesli zjem mój jakiś fearfood, to pózniej zmniejszam jedzonko.. Dzisiaj wpadły pierożki i lubiś! 😱💪🏼 Teraz muszę zasiąść do nauki, ale znajduje wszystkie sposoby, aby tylko sie nie uczyc 😂😂 U mnie piękna pogoda, wiec z niej korzystam 😄 A jak u was samopoczucie? Walczycie? 💕 #recovery #anorexiarecovery #recoveryana #ana #othorexia #healthy #pornfood #fit #beatana #2fab4ana #ED #edwarrior #edrecovery #edsoldier #anasoldier #anafighter #edfamily #edfam #anorexia #recoverywin #prorecovery #fearfood

My cat wants the muffin😉 snackie was my fav #mightymuffin and soy yogurt with berries😊 I've been feeling so positive and happy today!! I really hate how my mood goes up and down so much like in the weekend I felt so hopeless but now that I'm eating better I'm feeling better too!! And my appetite is like way up which is so great too! I hope you all have a nice evening❤
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Breakfast is yogurt and granola with half a banana. Tomorrow I start taking the full pill instead of half oh boy aha. My mom says she's noticing a difference already since I have less breakdowns and aren't as sad, she says I seem happier. But it's not TRUE happiness, it's just the meds... one day I hope to be truly happy all the time, that'll be a good day/life :3
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BREAKFAST // scone + strawberries + sausage + ☕️// I was really bad and only ate one sausage and the strawberries. Weigh in days always freak me out so I didn't really feel up to pushing through breakfast this morning. #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #edrecoveryfamily #edrecoveryarmy #ed #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #2fab4ana #anawho #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery

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