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If I can do it. You can do it.
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We will do it together. All of us will.
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Lunch is spaghetti and meatballs, sour cream and cheddar popchips and a mandarin orange fruit cup with an unpictured vanilla soymilk! πŸ˜‹πŸ₯›πŸπŸœπŸ§€πŸŠ pretty proud of myself for what Ana says is a too processed lunch πŸ‘Š esp after sleeping in for so long this morning which gives me quite a bit of guilt πŸ™Œ I'm feeling good tho even tho my brother is being a dick :( I'm so sick of his comments about my eating that I told my mother I'm never eating I'm front him again 😑 have a lovely afternoon angels!! ❀️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

last night's dessert was so dreamy that I fell asleep posting it πŸ˜‚ caramel is a wonderful murder weapon when it comes to burying Ana six feet under πŸ™ŒπŸ» anyway I'll speak later, right now I've got a cat on my bed that needs stroking 🐾 #dessert #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery

Tummy lovin πŸ’œ
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I'm grateful for everything about you...
Your scars
Your stretch marks
Your little folds that move with me.
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I'm sorry I ever doubted you where beautiful.
I'm sorry I compared you to others I deemed more worthy than you.
I'm sorry I tried to change you.
YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!
And I promise to never try to change you again. πŸ’œπŸŒΈπŸ’œ
You are beautiful.
You are worthy.
You are mine.
Love you tummy πŸ’œ
#positivebeatsperfect

Feels 😞 I'm SO pissed off right now! 😀😑 I was meant to go on leave today but now it's been taken off me 😩my bgl is low again and I'm gonna be in so much trouble when I see the psych on Monday. Ugh! I NEED to leave!
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#anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #edsoldier #recoveryispossible #recoveringaussies #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #anorexianervosarecovery #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery #againstana #edwontwin #strongnotskinny #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealth #prorecovery #anorexia #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderawareness #anxiety #depression #mentalhealthrecovery #foodie #vegetarian #inpatient

If you've followed this account for a while you might be aware of one of my motivations was to recovery to go to university in London.
I achieved this goal. I made it to uni. I moved to London. I started a new life. This life was fast paced with twists and turns around every single corner. I saw and experienced a lot, the good and the bad. London changed me in so many ways and I'll never regret the decision to go and experience the big city.
However, there came a point where I just knew London was not home to me. I often found myself dreaming of returning home. Escaping the never ending madness that is the city of London.
Within two weeks, I have completely changed uni and university course, found a flat, packed up all my knick knacks, cereal bars, dirty pants and fucked off out of London and I've literally just finished unpacking into my new swanky flat.
Deciding to leave London before I finished my degree does not make me a failure, I passed my first year of uni despite hating the course, went through some really dark shit and now I'm still trying. I survived another adventure.
Besides, I'm a country bumpkin at heart. Now, time to find where to park my tractor. #realrecovery #recovery #recovering #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #edcommunity #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #ana #anarecovery #edrecovery #anorexianervosa #prorecovery #recoveryispossible #fuckana #fuckanorexia #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #plymouth #fighting #strongnotskinny #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery

Large Inkosi sharpened for @blameblaine the other day. Just decided to wait to post it 😁
βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž–βž– #spadeknifeworks #skwedges #knifecommunity #knifestagram #usn #knifelife #usnunderground #knifenut #knifefanatics #knifeporn #knifepic #bladeporn #bestknivesofig #customknives #productionknives #edccommunity #edcommunity #lifeofknives

2 years eating disorder. Then 2 years recovering from it.
21 years lived. Almost 22.
15 years studying. About 3 working, in between.
5 years together with my actual boy-friend. 13
years single, 8 on relationships.
80 years as Life-expectation. Maybe 70 since I do smoke.
A dark chapter IS NOT a dark book (!)
Can't you see how much we still have in front of us? Can't you see what we're fighting for?
There will a thousand thighs more interesting than "I suffered of an eating disorder" to talk about. In the end.. of our lives. There already are a thousand things about us to know, rather than "I have a mental issue."
There are a thousand places, waiting to be seen.
There a thousand days, waiting to be lived.
Don't preclude yourselves the possibility to do it.
πŸ‘‰πŸ» I know it's late but I wanted to apologize for my bad-black-post early (it was alchol writing πŸ˜“); I wanted to apologize for the ones who follow me even tho my thousand defects and impulsivity. I hope you can still find some other good things.. in me. In my words. In my ideas. Topics. Stories. Texts. Or whatever.
There's so much more than what appears, in us all.
I always love you. Hope you can forgive me ❀️

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Sunday NOMday! πŸπŸ“πŸ₯“πŸžπŸŠπŸ³
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Had this yummy salad for brunch with some homemade banana bread. I didn't know how many calories was in the banana cake but I ate 2 WHOLE SLICES!!!!! Overall brunch was delicious but now here in England it's raining 🌧 But I actually like rain so it's ok, it makes me feel more homely. I might be going out soon to get some folders for each individual science (biology, chemistry, physics) for revision which should be fun πŸ˜‚ Speak soon 🌸 #prorecovery #edfam #ednos #edfood #minniemaud #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #borderline #l4l #anorexic

Last night was great 😊
But I really should stop drinking so much πŸ€” It's a bad habit of mine, since it helps me to deal with anxiety and makes it easier to talk to people.
But it also leads to me getting more in touch with my actual emotions and feelings. And that's often very overwhelming.
#recovery #edfamily #edcommunity #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiarecovery #bulimia

My breakfast 🍳 on this Sunday morning was my usual oatmeal πŸ“πŸ₯œπŸΌ topped with strawberries πŸ“, kamut puffs 🍚 and vanilla soy milk 🍼. Have a good day! ❀️ #breakfast #oat #oatmeal #thisorhospital #tca #anorexie #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #anawho #anafamily #anarecover #anarecovery #eat #eating #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #edcommunity #edsoldier #edrecovery #foodgasm #fearfood #foodisfuel #foodismedicine

Reposting these beauties for
@valhalla_designs
Go check him out!!
πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯πŸ’₯ @valhalla_designs - It took me the majority of yesterday to finish these. I was literally doing about 30 things at one time ALL DAY IT SEEMED LIKE. I love the way they turned out those. These are the #valhallavagabond #bottleopeners in slim cut copper. Don't let their small size fool you. They breach bottles like a champ

#resinwallet #pocketdump #nomadbrotherhood #gearsale #doyouevenedcbro #nomadsisterhood #Americanmade #handmade #wallet #dump #usn #geardump #valhallaknuckz #minimalistwallet #honortillvalhalla #edcporn #minimal #edcdump #geardump #lanyard #edc #slim #nomadfamily #edcommunity #knifecommunity #love #beauty #beautiful

Mermaid or whale? 🐳 I would say the latter πŸ˜… But laugh in the sunlight until when you light up your dark side πŸ’₯ (need help to do it but let's try πŸ‘ŠπŸ» #positivevibes )
We have that bad habit of finding defects which are not even there.
We define "ugly" everything which makes insicure. But what is ugly? Who defines it? - A bloated stomach, compared to the toned and fit abdominal of the models.
Ugly? Not, I had just eaten.
- A pale belly compared to rest of my skin, basically cause I haven't been to the seaside.
Ugly? Not, honest.
- The non existent gap between my thighs after gaining 20kg from my lowest.
Ugly? Maybe, but proudly.
And really: mermaids have no gap between their thighs, but nobody will ever consider them "ugly" πŸ˜‰ #tb 🌊
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Cellulite, flabby thighs, some kilos more. Everything our mind pegs as "less than perfect" becomes "ugly." We feel to hide and cover it, we feel ashamed, insicure.
FUC*. IT. OFF. βœ‹πŸ» Do you know how I call everything that? REALITY.
I call it: the point where SELF-CONFIDENCE BEGINS. The point where we start feeling ENOUGH in our skin; maybe not perfect, but ok while looking at the mirror.
This is the point where you start being YOU, I start being me, we start being US. πŸ‘‰πŸ» I was at this point some days ago πŸ”™ and honestly don't know what changed πŸ€” Maybe this is really the moment when (almost restored) I have to show all my strength TO STAY RESTORED. What would you say (?)
Any opinion is much appreciated.
I would have never come this far without your help 😒 and I'm SO THANKFUL to the ones who will support me in this process too.
I love you all ❀️

Could share this @lindt_chocolate nuts bar with mum as #dessert after lunch πŸ™ˆπŸ« fighting has never been so hard but I'm giving anyway my best to react πŸ‘ŠπŸ»πŸ”œ #foodblog #foodlove #chocolateheaven #positivevibes ❀️

It took me the majority of yesterday to finish these. I was literally doing about 30 things at one time ALL DAY IT SEEMED LIKE. I love the way they turned out those. These are the #valhallavagabond #bottleopeners in slim cut copper. Don't let their small size fool you. They breach bottles like a champ

#resinwallet #pocketdump #nomadbrotherhood #gearsale #doyouevenedcbro #nomadsisterhood #Americanmade #handmade #wallet #dump #usn #geardump #valhallaknuckz #minimalistwallet #honortillvalhalla #edcporn #minimal #edcdump #geardump #lanyard #edc #slim #nomadfamily #edcommunity #knifecommunity #love #beauty #beautiful

i'm going to try and fast for as long as i can starting today, 3 days at least. it'll be easy today because i can tell my parents i ate at work and tomorrow i'm in town with my friend so i can avoid eating.

#breakfast was multi grain Cheerios with strawberries, whole banana, and vanilla almond milk πŸ˜‹
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I took a nap yesterday and still went to bed at my usual time. I guess I must be part sloth πŸ˜‚ So I've been really into space and so is my brother, we always talk about space and share facts and stuff. Science has to be one of my favorite subjects. It's so interesting and I've been watching a lot of science videos. I really want to go to a science museum because those are so much fun. I know we might go to one but I don't know when but I really hope we do go at some point. It's probably going to storm again like usual. By the way me and my aunt and grandma were sitting in the dining room and there was a bright flash of lightning and a huge thunder and we all moved away into the kitchen πŸ˜‚ Florida is the lightning capital of the world afterall and the lightning can get really intense and awesome. I hope you all have a lovely morning ❀

Her smile is the reason why I still fight. She's beautiful, isn't she? πŸ™πŸ»β˜€οΈ #tb
πŸ‘‰πŸ» After reading your lovely words πŸ”™ I realized I spent the whole last period feeling "not enough" in my skin. Not enough beautiful, pretty, 'perfect' πŸ™„
"You look good with this kilos more"
they tell me. And I'm not convinced. πŸ’­
I spent a whole life striving for the perfect image and feeling "I've never been enough", maybe I should try something different. Maybe the most "perfect girls" are the happiest (!)
- The ones who laugh in swimsuit at the thermal baths and don't give a fuc*.
- The the ones who smile and shine against the difficulties of the world.
- The ones who receive hatred and made gold.
- The ones who know what they deserve, need and want.
- The most beautiful woman, maybe, are the ones who suffered, and are now stronger.
βž– I had the great example of my mother πŸ‘†πŸ»
I had her love to fight for and her hand to hold. Some control. But right now that I'm walking on my own, I need to find a reason more. I would like to become even a half of the woman she is 😒
I start from here, searching for #motivation πŸ‘ŠπŸ» I begin today finding my own way.
{ I honestly don't know if this way of thinking will be enough to manage this Sunday and the coming trip πŸ˜… I'm so afraid of gaining even more, hating myself even more, breaking down badly.. far from home πŸ‘ŽπŸ» Your words have been so helpful and I don't know how I will go on without you 😰 I hope I will always have a safe place in the ED community ❀️

#Breakfast this morning is my favorite almond-butter-egg-white-chia-seed oats, topped with frozen cherries! πŸšπŸŒ°πŸ“
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I don't have much on today, aside from church. Holy cow, it's my last Sunday before we leave for South Africa! 😱 It feels surreal that it's so soon after we've been planning it for over a year!
My posts will be pretty irregular once we leave (Wednesday), but I'll try post the odd update every so often. Obviously I'll be busy hanging out with my family and seeing sights and climbing mountains and eating food, so I might not be as active, but I'll still try to look at your posts when I have a free moment! β˜ΊοΈπŸ’•
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I hope you all have a spectacular Sunday β˜€οΈ

I stupidly weighed myself this morning, which of course makes me want to restrict, so had some butter on toast for lunch and then decided to have a triple chocolate cookie to challenge everything my ED is saying #edrecovery #prorecovery #edfam #edcommunity #stepsforward #foodisgood #positive #nourishnotpunish #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #edwarrior #eatittobeatit

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