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#eveningsnack was a big bowl of oatmeal with a banana. was so good, but took me along time to finish because it was big and i was kind of scared. worth it though! 🥣🍌🥛
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I guess I have given that fake it till you make it thing a try. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning, but I did and I put on my favourite dress, trusty black tights, and my favourite boots, and put some simple makeup on. While this didn't stop me from worrying about how my body looked, or my faded hair dye, it made me a little more confident. Today has been rough to say the least, but I'm taking it in the best strides I can, because one day I will be able to love myself completely and fully, but for now, I just have to take it one day at a time, and enjoy the little things, the journey will be worth it in the end.

•Apr 24 2018•
I’m shit at keeping up with this profile.. sometimes the IG MH community makes me feel..undeserving of help/sharing my progresss & struggles, for lack for better terms. I’m aware that’s not the case... uh ish, but if you’ve spent enough time on here.. you may know where I’m coming from. Anyhow, I switched to a full time, long term support worker today, she’s a nice women and I think we’ll get on just fine. She didn’t have any major concerns which I guess is a good thing. It’s weird when you’re struggling and people tell you you’re doing a good job dealing with it and yet you feel like a bag of hot garbage so how ‘good’ of a job are you really doing?!?! Anyways, photo is of some tostadas my partner makes when I can’t bring myself to cook... or eat. I’ve eaten many of these since I returned from the city (bought the tortillas there) and enjoying them every single time. He always offers to make me something and when I say no (& know I should be saying yes) he won’t push the matter, but still stays on top of it because he knows I need to gain. So he waits and tries again an hour or so later and I say Yes knowing it’s the right thing for me and for my body. The market reopens next month and we can have real fresh produce and meat again. I’m still struggling with self-esteem (what’s new) but the spring weather is finally happening so hopefully nicer days will bring about a better mindset. I have hope, the sun always come out after it rains.. uh eventually... right?! 💫 #ednos #ednosrecovery #foodisfuel #bpd #bpdproblems #thoughts #journaling #adhd #adhdlife #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #recovery #recovering #fightingbutstruggling #mentalhealthwarrior #eatittobeatit #toastadas

Lunch earlier! Two miniature rolls with some cheese in ( put them under the grill so it melted! ) with a side salad with light salad cream! So yum 😋🥗🥙🥖
Sorry this post is so late I just realised I hadn’t posted today!! Hope your all good😊

Tonight’s dinner was fish with potatoes and broccoli and courgette rice, dessert was a spikey mikey from Greggs which I’ve not had for such a long time so I was super excited 😆 and then supper was cereal bar, fruit and a biscuit 😋 Tonight has been really bad for me, Ana decided to come out during supper and has really dragged me down. I’m still feeling super low rn so I’m gonna sleep it off, I hope everyone else is having a better night. Much love 💕 goodnight 🌙 #anawho #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #dinner #supper #goodfood #chocolate #kickinganasbutt #fuckana #chooserecovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #nourishtoflourish #nourishyourbody #mealplan #staystrong #keepfighting #staypositive #spreadlove #keepsmiling #slay #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery 🌈❤️

EVENING!! Twas my nightsnack tonight and was UNMEASURED!!! Along side a glass of milk 🥛 I remember I used to measure my spread n I’m so happy I don’t anymore!! So this week has been pretty stressful but what’s important is that I go to sleep every night and start fresh the next morning, completely disregarding ANY negativity that I had the day before!! I have challenged so many fearfoods these past few days n I plan on doing a lot more!! I have gotten permission from my doctor to go to PE class on Friday and I’m SOOOOO excited!!!! Considering I was in hospital not long over 2 weeks ago! I have also made a date in which I hope to be recovered by which is 27th of november! I know its quite far fetched but I’m going to KEEP FIGHTING and so should you!!!! Lotsa love my wee biscuits 💖💖 keep fighting xxx
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Evening everyone 🌃 cleaned out treacle cage after dinner 🐹 and now munching my way through a bowl of fibre flakes drowned in milk 🥛 and a cuppa 🍵 time for some evening positivity ✨ recovery is NOT A RACE! It will take as long as it takes! You can't rush the process! You just got to let it happen!!! And some days you might be able to leap but some you might just tip toe and that is okay!!! Just because someone else is recovering quicker doesn't mean that you should be! take it as it comes because at no matter what speed forward is forward!!! ✨ I hope you all have a lovely evening and sleep well xxx #goingtoeatwhatiwantto#recoveryispossible#recovery#prorecovery#recoveryistheonlyoption#countblessingsnotcalories#curvesnotcalories#curvesnotbones#healthynothungry#determined#anorexic#eatingdisorderrecovery#edfighter#edsoldier#fighter#nevergiveup#nomoreanorexia#nourishnotpunish#strongnotskinny#charversesana#edcommunity#eatclean#cleaneating#edfamily#realrecovery#f4f#recoverywin#eatittobeatit#fuckana#gainingweightiscool

I really know why I’m posting on here, I just need something to do as I feel like I’m drowning. Respiratory cane to talk to us today; Dad has cancer in his lungs, spleen, kidneys and brain. We have to wait for a biopsy to happen at some point next week before we can fully know the prognosis and any course of any that might be able to be taken. I feel physically sick and now back home I can’t stop crying. Everything I eat makes me want to vomit. I just want my Dad #edrecovery #edfamily #edfighter #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery #realrecovery #balancednotclean #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #vegetarian #fooddiary #challenge

My mom and I celebrated #tacotuesday for lunch today, and it was so delicious! We had shredded beef, lettuce, tomatoes, and salsa on top of some stone-ground organic yellow corn tortillas! Speaking of corn tortillas, corn is one product that I always eat organic and non-GMO certified. It can get expensive to eat everything that way, but it is so so important to eat organic, non-GMO corn products because conventional corn has been modified to contain built-in pesticides in the plant itself! Yuck! These pesticides in the plant are designed to kill insects from the inside out—therefore, we definitely do not want to be ingesting these harmful chemicals! Just wanted to share some food for thought with you all! Happy Tuesday!🌮🌮🌮

For supper I had a bowl of fun size special k cereal and @oatly oat milk😋Today hasn’t been the best food wise unfortunately. But tomorrow is a new day and changes will definitely be made😄👍Hope you all had a lovely day💕❤️ {#edrecovery #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #edfam #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fooddiary #foodblogger #recovery #ana #recovering #recoverywin #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #prorecovery #edfamily #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealth #anxiety #realrecovery #cereal
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Tonight's dinner - 2 sweet potatos (because sweet potatos are life) with curry beans, and salad, consisting of baby spinach, mixed sweet salad leaves, peppers, cucumbers, tomatoes and a drizzle of lemon juice 🤤 so good yet so simple and quick to put together for a healthy meal! 🥗 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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I get that it’s #ToastTuesday but if you actually toast the bread for this combination you are making some seriously questionable life choices and I’m not sure we can be friends...like I’m sorry but there’s nothing like the combo of soft wheat bread, pb, and over ripe banana that just gets you feelin’ some type of WAY😭😩❤️ #imkiddingwecanstillbefriends #maybe
Anyway, just wanted to stop in and share one of the MANY snacks and cups of coffee getting me through this week and final days of the semester!
Happy Tuesday, hope you’re having a great one🤗

This was SO MUCH WORTH IT. #dinner was spaghetti with minced meat aka spaghetti Bolognese and guyyyys guess whaaaaaat: all unmeasured. First time intuitive eating for dinner and and it felt great!
TW little guilt and fear to eat too much there tho TWE
I had 2 times this plate full of pasta with meat sauce... Yummy 😍😍😍 plus I had semolina pudding for as... Another #recoverywin !!! Once you let go it feels so good and free!
Hope you had a lovely day, too!!!❤️❤️❤️

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