"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"......Really?
Anorexia isn't collar bones. It's the smell of your rotting flesh as you slowly dismantle your body 💀 Anorexia isn't thigh gaps. It's your knees so weak that with every step you feel the vibration of the ground shudder through your entire body. Anorexia isn't self control 💪🏻 It's the feeling of hopelessness as your life spirals away from your grasps. Anorexia isn't loveable. It's the sound of your mother sobbing her eyes out as she watches her child die 💦 Anorexia isn't Xkgs. It's the weight of a thousand pulsing suns on your shoulders 🔥
Anorexia is your hair falling out, your skin cracking, flaking, bleeding, your nails chipping, your bones aching, your periods stopping, your head pounding, your heart throbbing, your eyesight blurring, your hearing fading....It's the loss of sleep, the repetitive black outs, the lack of concentration, the constant hunger pains. It's the fear of eating your favourite food or any food at all 🍽 It's the loss of friends and a social life to constant doctors appointments and hospital admissions 🏥It's the rattling anxiety and crippling depression that comes with being so overly aware of your own body....but you know it FEELS great.
No matter what measure of gravity you have in this earth ⚖️🌏 Anorexia Nervosa is real and it hurts 💔 No one deserves to suffer this way and the fact that it is glorified by society is consequence of sheer ignorance #MentalHealthAwareness