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Periods aren't always laughing and dancing.

It makes me die inside when periods use the tag lines 'don't let your period stop you from enjoying your life' because mine does exactly that with Endo.

It halts my life completely and often ends me in A&E, on strong painkillers, unable to look after my son, unable to function. It breaks me down once or sometimes twice a month and stops me from enjoying anything.

I often can't leave the house even if the pain is bearable due to me often leaking through a heavy flow tampon AND pad within the hour whilst on blood reducing medication.

Period adverts show us how society wants us to handle our periods, a picture perfect period (whatever that is) going on a hike, doing yoga, smiling and eating salad etc

Not all periods are happy times.
Not all periods are easy to live with.
#chronicallyill

Whenever I tell someone that I have a mental illness, one of the top comments I get is 'but you look so normal!'
I may not carry a literal black cloud with me, or wear my bipolar banner, but I still suffer.
People ask me how mental illness affects my life and I simply reply with 'it is my life'. I don't go a day without realising it. I don't go a moment without the thoughts, the voices, the emotions. Every move I do I think ten times over. Will it make me depressed? Will it make me manic? Will it give me anxiety?
I am mentally ill 24/7.
The thing is, I got a crazy good support system around me. People who've been there for me through it all. People who've stood by me when I've barely lived.
I am grateful for everyone who's ever said 'I'll be there for you' and done exactly that.
I am grateful for being alive.
Mental illness is tough, but so am I.

Wear what you want to wear for YOU! Today I felt like putting on my favourite underwear for no other reason than I wanted to! I feel confident in my red underwear, I feel hot, sexy and body positive!! You are allowed to do things that make you feel good (and I mean positive things) like throwing on your favourite underwear, watching your favourite film, eating your favourite food or all of the above!! Recovery and self love are gradual processes and they take time. So do what YOU want to do, dress how YOU want to dress and go out there and feel amazing 💋✨
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#anawho #prorecovery #positivity #eatittobeatit #recovery #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #boobsnotbones #fuckyouana #fuckana #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #ana #beatana #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #realcovery #healthynothungry #nourishtoflourish #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat

Black Galaxy Makeup ✩°。⋆⸜(ू。•ω•。)
Helloww💖🖤💖
Sorry for being inactive but I've been having a lot of stress lately🙀💢 School is killing me.. I study a lot for my final exams📚🐑 This is only one thing that stresses me... The other thing is my weight😶 I talked with my therapist about my situation💨😥 I told her that I reduced my daily calorie intake to lose weight💩 I feel so tired and exhausted😷💔 She asked me, why am I doing this... but I don't know exactly why😿 Losing weight makes me feel pretty and I always wanted to be thin like other popular girls on social media😖... but I promised my mum and my therapist to gain weight🐥💟! I know it's better for me💞 My heart hurts sometimes (It scares me😱) and I often feel sick and dizzy😓 I ate more the last days🍒🍓 It's damn hard but it feels so good to have more energy🎶 Please don't hate me if you can see my weight gaining😞 I just want to be healthy and to eat all the things that I want!🍌🥞🍭 I really love baking but I haven't done it for weeks.. because I was afraid to eat cake🍰💦 I want to bake so many yummy things and to share my baking pics with you!!!😙🍦🍩 I love you all and I'm always happy about your support🦋🐰🌷 Marie💜👑💙 #potatogirl #livingdoll #harajukumakeup #harajukufashion #sailormoonfashion #sailormoon #animegirl #dolly #eatingdisorder #japan #magicalgirl #dollgirl #jfashion

MASSIVE #FLASHBACK today‼️✨To my very first post I made almost a year ago 😱 I had just been admitted to the Austin Hospital, after being told by a psychiatrist to go to emergency ASAP 🏥🚨I'm sure you can tell from my facial expression that I was thrilled to be there....I was dragged by my mother, but instead of shouting and screaming in refusal I took the whole situation with mockery and sarcasm 😏 I went along with it because I honestly thought it was hilarious that I was sitting in a hospital bed in one of Melbourne's largest public hospitals. Mum, bless her, bought me a fruit salad in the hopes id eat SOMETHING, but I refused ❌ I remember the next day the nurses brought me a tray of food and threatened me to have something off the tray or else they would forced a supplement on me. So anorexic Korey (as sassy as she was) sucked the lemon on the side of the dish....🍋😂 I still can't help but laugh at this (cmon it's funny) but it shows just how unwell I was! I thought that everyone in the hospital was out to get me and make me fat. But in reality, the evil was in MY mind and they were trying to save me from it. I realised soon enough that I wasn't getting out of the hospital any time soon and the reality of this new chapter in my life began to sink in....I'd seen on Instagram previously the enormous network of people recovering from eating disorders that communicate with eachother all over the world 🌏❤️🌿 I was no where near considering the act of recovering at this stage but I thought, why not begin to document this strange new experience. I never anticipated when I first created @StoryofKorey in that very hospital bed that shortly after, in under a years time, I would have a mass following of people who seek inspiration, motivation and positivity from my posts! I remember I was blown away by the kindness and sincerity of the comments I received in response to my post and felt so grateful to, for the first time, feel like I was understood 🙏🏻 I occasionally take a moment now to reflect on my account and try to absorb this feeling once again......(CONTINUES IN COMMENTS 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻)

Dinner is whole wheat pasta, ground turkey in marinara sauce, and zucchini noodles! 😋🥒🍝🍜🍅🦃 I'm feeling better about the car now :) me and my mum had a cuddle and she said she understood that accidents happen 🙌 although I'm still a bit upset and feel guilty for eating unknown cal lunch at the program today and then having a big snack I'm pushing on 👊 i plan on having a big snack tonight too if anyone wants to join??? 👏 I'm gonna study and play with my puppy before then 😍have a wonderful evening angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

30/04
🍫з: мюсли с молоком, кит кат и кофе;
вчера целый день обжирались с Женей, сначала по пол милки под завтрак, потом я намутила охуенную пасту с сыром и помидорами, грепфрут, финики, орехи, яблоки, на ужин таз салата с грудкой и остатки макарунсиков с Гаражом под сериал😹
нахожусь на гране анорексии, психологического срыва, денег нет, телефон отказывается делать вообще хоть что-то, в среду пиздовать во Львов. вот такое. а про маму вообще молчу))0) ну лан, как дила, ребятки?

guten abend! ich könnte mich jetzt dafür entschuldigen,dass ich in letzter zeit etwas weniger poste oder nicht mehr so aktiv hier bin oder mir einfach die lust dazu fehlt. stattdessen stell ich mir die frage was aus dieser plattform geworden ist? meine bilder oder besser gesagt mein ganzer account bekommt einfach immer weniger likes/kommentare wie früher. nein,ich definiere mich nicht durch zahlen oder brauche bestätigtung für mein ego aber wisst ihr eigentlich wieviel zeit hinter so einem einzelnen post steckt? neben einem vollzeit job sowie anderen hobbys,sport,freunden usw. ist das garnicht so einfach. wird diese mühe denn garnicht mehr gewürdigt🤷🏼‍♂️neben dem nervigen agorithmus oder shadow banning liegt es möglicherweise auch daran,dass meinem account einer der folgenden tipps für ultimative aufmerksamkeit fehlt:
•poste viel freizügige bilder am besten bist du weiblich und hältst bestimmte stellen 'zufällig' ins bild.
•habe bereits 272882 diäten hinter dir und erkläre allen wie man mit 500kcal pro tag genauso abgemagert wird.
•esse schokolade,viel schokolade und verkaufe den iifym lifestyle als wundermittel. •starte gewinnspiele,produktplatzierungen und kooperationen ohne ende dann verdienst du sogar noch selbst geld!
•werde vegan und esse so simpel wie möglich,nein nicht aus ethischen gründen oder für dich selbst.es geht um das besondere.
•poste viele fitness rezepte. eiklar,proteinpulver,keine kohlenhydrate das ist gesunde ernährung!
für alle punkte gilt natürlich das dann auch die bildqualität egal ist.
so und jetzt erzählt mir mal eure meinung🙏🏼🤔wo ist das instagram von früher? wo man sich unterstützt hat und es noch so etwas wie eine community gab? ich würde unheimlich gerne weiter hier meine beiträge teilen und vorallem menschen mit essstörung motivieren aber zurzeit nicht.
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#acceptance#eatingdisorder#fit#liveauthentic#strong#fitfam#edrecovery#health#bodylove#love#boy#recovery#transformation‭#happy#men#smile#inspiration#lifestyle#ana#staystrong#anorexia#selflove#eathealthy#progress#men#healthylifestyle#loveyourself#happy#motivation#blogger

Just a silly picture of me with my big ol' backpack, no makeup, and very old, unglamorous camp-worthy clothes as I left for camp Friday afternoon. I wish I could share pics of my day at camp today and the amazing s'mores, tacos, banana boats, and campfire weenies but frankly there wasn't really time nor opportunity to stop and take pictures! Even if there was, I didn't really want to pause the moment to record it because I didn't want to detract from actually living it. It hasn't all quite hit me yet, and it probably won't until I've got more sleep and time to reflect, but this weekend has been the epitome of how I fantasize my "recovered life". I feel like my life has meaning. I feel like I'm a part of something. I feel like I mean something to other people and to the world. And NONE of it is because of my anorexia, it's because of ME. #edfree #edfamily #edrecovery #edsurvivor #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recover #realcovery #recoveryispossible #realrecovery #prorecovery #positiverecovery #edfighter #beatana #beatanorexia #recovery #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel #healthynotskinny #anorexianervosa #minniemaud #homeodynamictreatment

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#postworkout #lunch 🙌🙌
Did some abs and legs today with #blogilates and having this 250 cal lunch😋 :
-90g chopped grilled chicken (fills about 1/3 a cup).
-1 large tomato.
-1 large cucumber.
-85g of air fried potatoes (about 12-15 thick strips).
-a drizzle of mustard, lemon juice and salt! (To those who don't know air fried potatoes taste exactly like normal fries except they're fried with only one tbsp of oil and are thus less oily and don't get soggy quickly). -also had some warm lemon water to help detoxify my system and aid in my digestion!
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#fitness #fitfam #calories #nutrition #healthyeating #nutritionblog #chicken #nutritionblogger #food #healthy #nutritionistblog #health #nutritionist #healthyfood #workout #postworkoutmeal #fitfamily #eatingdisorder #proed #edfamily #edfam #lifestyle #blogging #recovery #ed #gym

#lunch 🍴avant tout : JE SUIS CONSCIENTE que c'est peu mais c'est vraiment des aliments dont j'ai peur, et au lieu de manger différemment que ma famille, je me suis forcée à prendre les mêmes aliments que tout le monde, et toujours sans compter 🛇⚠ Donc : filet mignon de porc 🐷 et flageolets 🌱 avec un pamplemousse en dessert 🍊
Cet après-midi je vais aux portes ouvertes d'une ferme 🐑 ça va être trop bien y a plein de petits agneaux normalement 🙈😍
Bonne journée ❤
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#ana #anarecovery #anafam #anafamily #anawarrior #anasoldier #anafighter #fightana #beatana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #fightanorexia #beatanorexia #eatingdisorder #ed #edfam #edfamily #edrecovery #foodisfuel #trytorecovery #realrecovery #recoverywin #fuckana #fearfood #frenchrecovery #anawho #recoveryforboobs

Last night was such a wonderful experience ❤️ I've dined at some amazing restaurants before but I've never had a Michelin started tasting menu. We've been here for their Sunday lunch which was wonderful but this was just another level. Every course seemed to get better and better and I ate every single thing from the 2 amuse bouches, 2 slices of their sourdough and two of their homemade chocolates with tea afterwards 👍 I even had a glass of champagne for an aperitif, half a bottle of wine with the meal and port with my dessert 🍷
Ironically the potato risotto had to be one of my favourite courses, I always berate risotto being on a vegetarian menu as it seems such a cop out. This however didn't contain any rice and was made purely with potato but the confit egg yolk, truffle and white asparagus with it was just divine 😍

Im so pleased that I was able to treat myself and my parents to such a special evening, especially where food was centre stage the whole evening. While my mum had turbot for her fish course, my dad and I had this wye valley asparagus with morels, Comte mousse and a chive emulsion 💕

#edrecovery #edfamily #edfighter #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recovery #realrecovery #balancednotclean #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #vegetarian #fooddiary #challenge #dinner #tastingmenu #michelinstar #cheesemousse #asparagus #morels #mushrooms #chive #finedining

Part of breakkie💕🍓🍌 We got a new person ah I don't want any more ;-; Oh well... Apart from that we're fine! Playing lots of video games hehe ~ :3

Never abuse – abusive behaviours, or substance abuse
#add – attention deficit disorder
#adhd – attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder
#addict #addiction or #addictions – various addictions (substances also have hashtags)
#anxiety – anxiety
#asd or #autism – autism spectrum disorders
#aspie – Asperger’s Syndrome
#attitude – positive attitude
#bipolar – bipolar disorders
#bodyimage – body image
#borderline or #bpd – borderline personality disorder
#bullying – anti-bullying
#chronicpain – chronic pain issues
#coping – coping skills
#cutting – self-injury
#cyberbullying – against online bullying
#depression – clinical depression
# – dissociative identity disorder
#dv – domestic violence
#eatingdisorder – eating disorders
#empathy – empathy
#endstigma – end mental health stigma
#hugsnotdrugs – drug abuse
#ocd – obsessive compulsive disorder

"Failure only exists when you stop trying", just because I'm struggling at the moment it doesn't mean I'm not trying, just simply having to work much harder or going much slower to make improvements and that's okay🌻. It's my little brothers birthday today so I'm going down to my dads for his party and I'm also challenging myself to go for at least a week without foundation because I hate wearing makeup but feel so insecure and horrid without it😭 but trying to get over that🤷‍♀️.

30.4.17 | Just because Chocolate is amazing, so chocolate moustache must be the awesomerestest (had to write this 4 times because my autocorrect wasn't pleased) treat ever. And I've managed 1/2 of it. 😂 I feel so tired. My ED's been pretty strong those last days and consequently my body is tired of it. But it's ok. I'm trying my best not to let the negative thoughts win and let myself rest. Have a good day 😘💪🏻 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #anxiety #distortedmirror #dysmorphia #bodyimageissues #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fabulousnotfat #staystrong

Bis jetzt hatte ich einen Kaffee(2kcal)
Mein Gewicht hat mich so demotiviert, dass ich kurz davor war mir ein Nutellabrot zu schmieren, aber ich blieb - mehr oder weniger - stark und hab 3g Brot gegessen (7kcal) und trinke 200ml Pepsi light (2kcal) ^^
Bis jetzt heute insgesammt 11kcal könnte jetzt schon kotzen, ich möchte nie wieder essen. Aber ohne Essen kann man auf Dauer nicht abnehmen-.-
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#ana #mia #proana #änä  #antiana #miä #magersucht #ed #eatingdisorder #depression #schwarzweiß #ssv #relapse #skinny #dünn #schlank #ritzen #schneiden #suizide #tw #trigger #essstörung #thinspo #goththinspo #skinnygoth #anorexia #bulimia #anorexie #bulimie

Not my photo ✖️. Went out for dinner with my dad, ate a Thai beef salad and drank a Coke Zero. Feeling okay. Now to fast 💪🏼 #ana #anorexia #eatingdisorder #thinstagram #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #sad #empty #alone #restrict #starve #motivation #weightloss #photography #model #fashion #docmartens

Oh my god I gots a vegan unicorn cake 😍😍😍 HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO ME 🎉
So the past year has been really tough and truly shown me who my friends are and who will support me when everything falls apart. I made it to 23 guys 👏🏻👏🏻 didn't think that would be possible. It's been the hardest year of my life but here's hoping this one is much better! I have a great group of people surrounding and supporting me so fingers crossed it will be a much happier year 💪🏻 #birthdaygirl #ednos #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisorderrelapse #eatingdisorder #recoveryishard #recover #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #warrior #vegan #vegang #veganuk #veganism #veganjunk #veganeats #vegancake #vegansofinstagram #vegansofinsta #vegangirl

abuse – abusive behaviours, or substance abuse
#add – attention deficit disorder
#adhd – attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder
#addict #addiction or #addictions – various addictions (substances also have hashtags)
#anxiety – anxiety
#asd or #autism – autism spectrum disorders
#aspie – Asperger’s Syndrome
#attitude – positive attitude
#bipolar – bipolar disorders
#bodyimage – body image
#borderline or #bpd – borderline personality disorder
#bullying – anti-bullying
#chronicpain – chronic pain issues
#coping – coping skills
#cutting – self-injury
#cyberbullying – against online bullying
#depression – clinical depression
# – dissociative identity disorder
#dv – domestic violence
#eatingdisorder – eating disorders
#empathy – empathy
#endstigma – end mental health stigma
#hugsnotdrugs – drug abuse
#ocd – obsessive compulsive disorder

I'm glad I chose to get help. I'm still trying to figure out the best medicines for me and I still have things to work out with my counselor but I refuse to give up on myself. Just because others have doesn't mean I have too!! abuse – abusive behaviours, or substance abuse
#add – attention deficit disorder
#adhd – attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder
#addict #addiction or #addictions – various addictions (substances also have hashtags)
#anxiety – anxiety
#asd or #autism – autism spectrum disorders
#aspie – Asperger’s Syndrome
#attitude – positive attitude
#bipolar – bipolar disorders
#bodyimage – body image
#borderline or #bpd – borderline personality disorder
#bullying – anti-bullying
#chronicpain – chronic pain issues
#coping – coping skills
#cutting – self-injury
#cyberbullying – against online bullying
#depression – clinical depression
# – dissociative identity disorder
#dv – domestic violence
#eatingdisorder – eating disorders
#empathy – empathy
#endstigma – end mental health stigma
#hugsnotdrugs – drug abuse
#ocd – obsessive compulsive disorder

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