Very excited to watch many people I know step on stage this weekend at USAs in Vegas. This also brings a level of excitement and nervousness because in 365 days from today I will be bringing this package (hopefully bigger with same conditioning) to the USA Stage. This seems like plenty of time to get ready but I'll be completely honest...this makes my nerves cringe and brings a level of anxiety even at a year out. I make bodybuilding a part of my life, but like so many others it's not my entire life. I have set limited standards for the sake of my career and family of how much time I will push for that IFBB Pro Card. And although I don't consider myself a quitter I dont want my family to suffer financially, emotionally, and physically due to the demands of my very busy and over demanding career, and my career as a bodybuilder. Bodybuilding at this level of competition can take toll in all these aspects and then some.
So this weekend has me excited and nervous because come 2018 I'm throwing all my eggs in one basket per se and hitting every show I can to get that p rocard. If 2018 doesn't work out I'm focusing my energy towards my family and job, I won't quit bodybuilding but competition days will be laid to rest and on to new adventures.
So here's to all those competing this weekend...for you bring me the inspiration to bring the best I can next year. Thank you!
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